I feel so fucking torn, stingers w/ my WONDERFUL freinds, w/ fucking cops from hell, if they recognise me I seriously think I'd go nuts; or stay here with someone else? I guess I already made my decision. My dumb ass waits now. It's not too late for the club.

ever wish you could be in two places at once? I do.

Is it worth it?

I love when you just chill in your room and then you realize it's pitch black. It's so gorgeous. I loooooooooooove that feeling ( Read more... )

so... my last two weeks sucked, it was weird though, i talked to my freind this weekend and she told me I changed, but obviously I knew that. But she said I changed because I didn't care anymore. I remember before I always said I hate people who don't care. I haven't thought about that in a long time. And I think she's right. So we'll see how that ( Read more... )

is that a good or bad thing when you feel your stomache hit the floor. cause it just did. why. fuck ...

two fucking tests fri. organic chem and microbio. fuck

have you ever just had a bad weekend? Just a shitty ass weekend? Like no other? Multiply that by infinity and that was my weekend. I had no idea that some people considered human life to be as shitty and worthless as they do. I hate mean people. I just don't get why I was treated like shit. I guess how I was treated thursday night is how I can't ( Read more... )

I'm so weirded out right now. I tuesday's and thurdays are my wtf days. Anthropology and philosophy combined can really fuck me up. I still never get why I'm not from siberia or brazil or from this weird tribe in the sierra madres. It's seems so easy that I would've been from somewhere else, or how come I wasn't blind, or socially enept (well that ( Read more... )

Hey all you peoples! Just chillin in the bibliotech! I ate a burrito and my tummy is very full... and i'm wearing a dress so it hurts. I need to go potty really. That's what I need to do. i should be doing homework actually now... hmmm good thought to ponder.

I love possibilities! I hate when everything is mapped out. Yeah!

Guess what I had an epiphany the other day. I know too many guys who are emotionally inept, not because they aren't capable of emotions, but because they don't tell you about any of these emotions until they have this random outburst and you're like where the hell did this come from. Girls however, well at least I know I do this, leak out emotion ( Read more... )