drugs fuck you up!!!!!

[depressed_dude]

today i hung out with my friend Alex for alittle bit.....and i must say that he is very stupid. He is always smoking pot and doing drugs. He laughs at everything and he claims to be in love with this girls Cat. I was trying to have a normal conversation with him and he randomly changed the subject and said something very stupid like speaking in his

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[lostblackheart]

people change.. and its not always for the better.
those are the ones that get left behind while we move forward.
those are the ones you'll look back on as a life lesson.
those are the ones that will teach you in the end.
take notes of its affect, dont compare.

[themourningaftr]

x the drugs and this guy sounds like you "i'll love amanda forever even though we broke up...and i can't admit it to myself."
as for the being stupid....kiddo everyone is stupid...Stupidity is the Human condition

[depressed_dude]

fuck im sorry alright. ill fucken stop if you dont like it!

the first cut is the deepest

[head_noise]

he's hurt, why don't you take a chill with the guy eh?

because you know, it hurts when people fucking tell you one thing, and fucking do another. it hurts when you fucking promise someone, you will never fucking hurt them.. that you'll protect them from everything, but you fucking do what you promised you wouldn't do.

how do you expect anyone to forget it? to forget a person who said they'd always be there, and fucking ditch you in the end?

could you be able to move on from it?

he brings you up because he realized a mistake he made. and he can't seem to see past it. it's eating him. but he will one day forget your name, and everything behind it.

until then, shut up, and suck it in. you don't like it, don't read his journal.

simple. as. that.

[themourningaftr]

oh.sorry for jumping down your throat on that one 'leen..."oh it's alright I'm used to CRAZY people saying mean things to me when they have no grounds to do it....do not worry" Crazy? Who me? "yes you...the person who hears voices and complains about EVERYTHING and yet won't seek any help...HThen bitches when someone offers help. *le sigh* Must be nice to wallow in your own crapulance"

[themourningaftr]

and you can give me the shaft on this one all you want...I do not care...I beleive you both have issues...are too quite ot judge and never sick to what you say you're going to do.
You both say you've moved on and are sooooooo much better then before...how can that be true when all you do is relive the past adn STILL complain about one another....fuck you do deserve each other. Complain and be misserable together. Andie with her fear of commitment and Matt with his teenage mellowdrama.

[head_noise]

why don't you relax eh?