yeah, i haven't written in this thing for a while. .but i went rideing over a neighbors house yesterday!. .it was awsome. . she had a quad and two dirtbikes, i rode them ALL. . but the two dirtbikes weren't so pretty at first. . the first time i got on the smaller one, i wiped out within 10 seconds. .crashed right into their fence, lmao. .i tore my ( Read more... )

i get home from my counseling apointment. . i eat dinner. . i've had an "ok" day. . ( ok meaning "at least i didn't kill myself" ). . then when i get online, shane i.m.'s me and says caseys goin to jail. . .so now not only did i have to deal with all the OTHER stuff in my last entry. . .but now i hafta deal with my VERY BEST FRIEND goin to jail. . ( Read more... )

today was one'a the worst days of my life. . .i hadda go back to court, not for me. . well KIND'A for me. . .but for the boot camp. . .the judge decided that she couldn't say whether or not it was ok for me to go bc my mom hadda b there. . so the court sent my mom a calling. . and now she hast'a come to court on monday to argue over the boot camp ( Read more... )

well. . .skool starts up again 2morow. . .i half cant wait, and i half dread goin back. . .idk whether to be jumping up and down or trying to hide under my bed. . .i wonder if nikki's gonna b back 2morow. . . AGAIN!. . i half hope, half dread whether or not she'll be there. . . .the only good part to this is i wont hafta deal with my parents until ( Read more... )

well i obviously haven't written in this for a while. . .as u can tell my by entries skipping about 5 days. . .well. . .on 4/20 i snuck out and REALLY fucked up this time. . i've snuck out plenty of times but this time . . . this time was different. . .me, casey, jason, shane, eric, and tony, all went for a ride in caseys car. . .of course. . for ( Read more... )

man. . its been 3 days since i last talked to nikki. . but its felt like 3 LIFETIMES. . . i miss her soooo much. . i cant stand it n-e more. . everything i do reminds me of her. . i went and saw the big apple circus with my lil sis for her b-day. . and there were these two ppl, ( boy and girl ) doin sumthin on a high wire or sumthin. . an the first ( Read more... )

well i had a pretty good day at skool thurs. . . then i came home and waited to sneak out with casey, jason and shane. . .well i went to casey's house and sat outside his front window for 2 hours b4 he could POSSIBLY come out. . but b4 he did he threw me a skrewdriver and told me to take the license plates off of his dads car and put them on his ( Read more... )

man. . i love nikki so much and ppl r prolly sick'a me sayin that by now . . so i'll leave it at that for now. . .im still pissed bout the whole jason walkin in thing. . if he walked in once; no big deal. . the second time; dude, just leave, we wanna be alone. . .the third; wtf is ur problem?!. .leave us alone!. . ( even tho the third time he was ( Read more... )

ok. . so my day went smoothly, i was quiet the whole day becouse it was the day of silence, then came the after skool ( day of silence ) party!. . smoked up a lil, then hacked while listening to a life dj, then went off and had some "alone" time with nikki. . .omfg!. . we went to our "spot" and did some dirty buisness. . jason kept pissin me off ( Read more... )

OMG!!, NIKKI IM SOOOO SORRY!!!. . nikki- the love of my life, since the first time i saw u i liked u, for a week i knew i wanted to go out with you, for a month i was nervous about us, within 3 months i fell COMPLETELY in love with you. . . i've never felt this way for n-e one and i dont wanna lose this feeling. . ur the fire to my candle, the sun ( Read more... )