The title I used is from a song that right now is how i feel... Heres whats been going on... First and foremost this is how **I** (emphasis on I) feel and no one is to tell me different,and I am going to clear things up right now...If you do not belong in this do not take it upon yourself to drag yourself into this...2nd..this is MY journal and **I ( Read more... )

You guessed it... Im sick.... This time I passed out at work!!! Heres what happened (up to the point that I remember and shortly after that): I was walking down the main path and I started to get really dizzy,and my eyes kept rolling back in my head(but this has been going on a few days now),so I told my boss and they made me sit down and then go ( Read more... )

It's bad when you cant even find the words to describe how you feel,like shit isnt even close,unhappy,not one of them,content,how can you be content when you dont know if your happy?? restless,thats kinda one of them.... Its like you go through life feeling nothing,like suddenly you go from this bubbly person who is the most caring and emotional ( Read more... )

So things have happened to me and I am left wondering why me?? I cant really explain it but if my FRIENDS feel like calling to ask about it Ill speak......

Nothing really interesting has hapened to me lately,I just felt like writing,if you want to leave a comment!

Friday I didnt go to school because I was in the hospital, I had a stabbing pain in my stomach and it kept getting worse,so i called my mom and then called my dad and they had my brother take me there on his way to work. I was in there until 930 because they said I had the stomach flu,and I had to sit through 4 bags of IV fluids before I could go ( Read more... )

My grama died this morning at 4:00....I am in disbelief, her funeral is on wednsday and I know I am going to cry my eyes out,i probably wont even go near the casket,its hard to believe that i had her in my life for 17 years but never really told her how much i really loved her... i g2g and make some phone calls

so today flew by and I went to court for KT... she is now on 3 years probation and got her license suspended for 1 month to try to teach her a lesson,which I think is completly fair because she could have killed someone,she has to report to her PO every other day and has to be in by 11 because she is in school until 8 and they decided to give her ( Read more... )

Today was a much better day,it flew by very quickly and my teacher is actually letting me out of the room again!!!! YAY!! anyways yes KT is ok and she is out of the hospital but she is in Havenwyck getting help then she goes before a judge to determine if she has to go to jail or not,she has an MIP against her for being in possesion of alcohol and ( Read more... )

so my week ended yesterday and the party began.... but not without problems!!! (story of my life)first julie got off at 4 instead of 5 which was all good because we went to go to the mall and i got justin a present for his birthday,then we went and picked up jazzmin but on the way there julies car started acting up and we were afraid we would have ( Read more... )