Last night was great!! I actually got out of the house and went shopping,Julie got me this awesome shirt with chilly willy on it that says ice ice baby(for those that dont know I LOVE chilly willy) which is in my opinion a little to small because its tight in the chest area and a little to short but other than that i love it and i will wear it ( ( Read more... )

Well Jazz is grounded for 3 months and it feels like me and Jeremy are going down hill from here....I feel so down about it I never thought that it would be this way but I guess thats how it goes sometimes....This people,is why they call me depression101..... because i feel down most of the time,i cant figure out exactly whats wrong with me today ( Read more... )

Yay we have internet @ my moms house and I am happy!!! I also have to go look for another job with my friend so this will be very short ok... so bye!

Last tuesday was so much fun but also was filled with a lot of worry too...but the worry soon faded and the fun started again... we went glow golfing,speeding down hall road and getting into trouble...lol it was all so much fun and i wish that it never had to end..but it did and the way that it ended wasnt all to great..jazz left her house and ( Read more... )

are you happy? this is a question that has been coming up recently over some things that have happend. I cant exactly talk about one of my problems to everyone online,but to those who know about it,you know my response to that question is I dont know.In ways Im not happy,im depressed and this my friends know,but why does everyone feel the need to ( Read more... )

Today was great! My friend Randy stopped by my school and choked me at lunch,at first i didnt know who it was but then when I saw his face I could have killed him... We walked around the school forever(and Greg told me security was looking for him,lol) and I sorta skipped class to be with him,we talked in the parking lot and then he left (well ( Read more... )

I have to say good bye once more to someone very beloved,my friend Anthony(known as lcja_rn_03)who died on monday feb.22 2005 at 4:14 pm.I know what he died from and I swear I'll never ever do it again after hearing what he went thru...He died from doing drugs...A smart wonderful young man with a love of the world took a bunch of pills and drank to ( Read more... )

i wish that the world would realize that what i tell them i want them to know and what i write i want MY FRIENDS to see,and what i dont say must not have been for them to see or hear and i will keep to myself.Now that I have said what i wanted to say i will move on, So as far as school goes ive been really busy because ive had drivers ED and ( Read more... )

*sigh* well everything has to change but i dont want it to...like the fact that i screwed up BIG time and i dont even get to tell everyone that i am sorry and i miss everyone...I ended up in rehab,im better now,but none of you guys will get to see that....Im sad because i lost jazzmin,i shoudnt have done what i did,but i did and theres no turning ( Read more... )

So lately I havent had the chance to update this,seeing as so much shit and drama has been going down.First things first,Jazzmin and I came to an understanding (meaning she called me out of nowhere) and now we are talking again.I'm very happy about this because it gives me a chance to have something to smile about,and not to mention,someone to talk ( Read more... )