I had a dream the other night that i was walking out the back of the dhall, down by the rugby field or whatever and erik was standing on the steps.  I call his name and say hey and stuff and he turns to look at me and he looks really confused.  So i go up and talk to him and he doesn't remember who i am ( Read more... )

So i went to chesterfield yesterday afternoon to see my friend john-- he was at bootcamp for 6 months because he broke his leg but he finally got to graduate and we went to see him.  It was so nice having him around again, everything was just simple between everyone it seemed. NOTHING sorority came up, no listening to trash talk, no being ignored ( Read more... )

i think in the end i'm sick of being constantly surrounded by people who don't care about me. i mean, i know there are people here who do, i feel like that it's a good 2... maybe 3 people tho. One of which i'm around all the time i guess... but even she cares more about like... everything else. What i need the most are my friends, i want to go home ( Read more... )

i'm sick of school. i'm sick of being tired all the time. i'm sick of 6ish weeks in a row with tests. i'm sick of always studying. i'm sick of always trying. i'm sick of crying. i'm sick of confusion. i just want to sleep forever, fuck finals, fuck classes, fuck nursing.

do you ever get so hungry your head hurts?

man oh man

ugh emo as shiiiit. and of course no one wants to hear about another girl complaining about her hair or make up or how so and so is so much...whatever. i guess i'm just being a dumb girl ( Read more... )

stupid ugly. stupid stupid ugly. ugly ugly ugly. stupid.

i always make the same wish, haha. for like almost 4 years i've made pretty much the same wish. every time i throw a penny in the fountain (and i alway have pennies), every time the clock has those magic numbers (12:34, 1:11, 2:22, 3:33, etc) and i think overall it's come true. it's one of those simple wishes that i think for most people has to at ( Read more... )

(note: yesterday i had breakfast, an iced cofffee, and a 200 calorie 'meal' drink... i think? that's all.)

i drank:
a mai tai
4ish shots of soco
gin bucket punch stuff
a beer
a shot-gunned beer
red punch

... a sip of water when i got back?

in summary: katie woke up at 7am still spinning (so did mandy) and with a BAD headache.

31 people dead.

the suspect apparently had chained the main doors to buildings closed.