"I heard the news today,
A friend of mine has passed away,
He made the wrong decision last night,
And that is why he lost the fight,
I never had the chance to say goodbye,
But he decided that it was the time to fly,
He is now up above the skies,
And heaven is where he eternally lies,
We must be grateful for the life we lead,
An untimely death we do not need ( Read more... )

I'm exhausted. Emotionally, phsyically..gramatically as captain jack sparrow would say. I have no energy left. I've never felt so drained in my life. I saw Rico yesterday. It didn't look like him. That's why I still don't believe that he's dead. I don't think it's supposed to take this long to sink in. He looked like a wax figure at a museum. It ( Read more... )

School is hard. I can't stop thinking about him. He keeps popping into my head and kind of just sitting in their. My stomach goes crazy and i have a horrible headache. I've bit my nails down into nothing and my fingers are so sore now it hurts to type. It's amazing to me how people can go on with life like nothing has happened. Andrew acts like ( Read more... )

So i guess i'm not very good at handling grief. i just dont konw what to do with myself. i walk thru school kind of in a daze with people laughing on either side of me having a good time and i just think.."how can you have a good time? rico died.." and however weird or lame that sounds, i can't get it out of my head. I know he would want me to go ( Read more... )

Actually i don't really know waht I'm thinking right now. I actually had the nerve to sit around whining about my problems and then Emma called me ( Read more... )

x) - done ( Read more... )

Last night was amusing. Andrew and I dyed his hair. Actually, I did and I got hair dye in his eye. twice. he didn't get mad..just blind. oh well. crap happens. his hair looks cute though. I feel kinda bad about the whole eye thing. His parents are in Bermuda right now, for like a week so it's party time at the Wallaces. woohoo. goodtimes i guess.   ( Read more... )

Hmm...I'm really liking the new greenday. they've really matured a lot. but it's really emo. oh well...you know how it goes ( Read more... )

Life's lookin up.

Life's lookin up.