stop trying to make people feel sorry for you, stop not even trying to get better, you dont try to get better, you dont even seem to want to get better, you never paid any attention in IOP and i know you didnt. You mightve gotten better if you stopped being stubborn and let people try to help you.
What the hell?derangedchicaApril 9 2004, 19:46:30 UTC
What the fuck is your malfunction Amanda? Stop fucking reading my journal? And besides, what the fuck do you know about me? I'll tell you nothing. You never paid any fucking attention to me. Even if you did, you wouldn't know what I did in IOP. You were in Montana. Unless you were watching me with a fucking hidden camera or you had a friend there. The only person there you knew was Abby. So unless you're talking to her, how the fuck would you know shit that went on while I was in IOP. Why the hell are you even reading this?! You don't care about me. I'm "confused" What the hell am I supposed to be confused about? Fuck off.
And I wasn't trying to make anyone feel sorry for me. No one reads my livejournal. It's my journal. I put my important convos here so I won't lose them. And you know what? It would be alot easier for me to forget you exist if you would leave me the fuck alone. Fucking bitch! You're acting like a stalker, do you realize that? Oh..and who are you to tell me about getting better? How many times have you been to Laureate? What about Shadow Mountain? How many medications are you on? And you're still plenty psycho. So, I think I'm better off without your advice. And I still stand by my other statement that you have no idea what goes on in my life. And I do try to get better, and I am getting better. Just by still being alive without cutting, I'm getting better. But, you'd know that if you had ever cared about me, wouldn't you? Fuck off.
never been to shadow mountain, and im not on any meds...and maybe theres no hope for me, but there could be some for you, i was just trying to help okay? And maybe the reasoni keep reading your journal is because maybe i do care a little and maybe i do wanna know whats going on
Oh my god!? Is that all you two do!? Is fight? I wish all of you would stop. This isn't funny anymore. & it really hurts to see you all fighting all the time.
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