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Sep 15, 2003 10:11


The thought of you
Makes me want to cry
I trusted you
I cared for you
And you betrayed me
Brought me pain
Brought me agony
You tortured me
You didn't care if it hurt
You didn't care about me

The thought of you
Makes me want to die
So I can't remember the pain you cause
So I don't have to see your face
Haunting me in my dreams
So I can just die

The thought of you
Makes me want to kill
I don't care what
I don't care who
But don't forget
I'll make sure
To kill you

I should have known
That it would end up like this
You lied to me
You cursed at me
You tried to kill my spirit
I don't know what I was blinded by
What made me think that you cared for me
But now I know
You hated me

I should have known
And now I do
You treated me like shit
And now I hate you
Loathe you
Despise you

But nothing I want to do
Will be enough
Torture you
Kill you
A bullet to your brain
A knife through your chest
Nothing will suffice
Maybe I should just do
What you've always wanted
And kill me

That one may not have rymed as much but i tried the best i could

i want to cry
let it all come out
my mind's a mess
i wanna scream and shout

no tears to drip
i hold it all inside
i say i'm fine
but i think i lied

i am not fine
i'm fucking depressed
just gotta make it through today
i guess

i try to smile
it's really hard
being ignored by you

i feel alone
the one who isnt liked
the extra
The expendable
Face is
I don’t quite fit

You have it worked out
i am the problem
you tell me differently
but my emotions still cry

Sometimes it is so simple
Like a little hug
Or a smile for me
Maybe I am too much
But I am the best I can be

So I will end this
With a sincere apology

I mean no hard
Just want a little caring
No hurt no pain
Not for you

But now I must cry
Sitting here alone
Alone to wonder why

That's it please excuse the hateful words in them that's how i write sometimes that's how i think.I would go and express my work to others besides people who have read or heard my work but i don't think others would understand.
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