Aside from my depressed rantings from the other day life has been pretty good...the only down side is the end of the year is coming up. I know that should be a good thing...but all of the papers and all of the studying is getting really stressful, and to make matters worse my mom is stressing even more about my finals than I am! She gave me this ( Read more... )

Today really wasn't so bad. It was goin pretty well actually but then out of no where I just got all depressed. I felt like I had lost everything I had belived in, just by feeling slightly depressed (which obviously didn't help). So I took out the phone book and started callin people....no one was home it was all so lonely. Mandy wrode her bike ( Read more... )

grrr....my dad is gunna drive me insane! I just got off the phone with him he called to say "sorry, I came but you weren't around, so I left" Wow he stayed for a whole 2 damn minuets! That sure qualifies for good parenting! This is bullshit now I feel like shit cuz I didn't show up for him. I really hate this. I really hate him. My fucking god why ( Read more... )

Today was pretty good. 'cept for one reason...I was stupid. My dad said he "wanted to spend time with me" but he never showed. I feel so stupid....I acutally thought he may show. I didn't think I really cared but I guess I kinda do. Other than the whole ordeal with my dad today was great. After school I was gunna stay for anime but it got canseled ( Read more... )

Well today was alot of fun. I went to the mall with Amanda then, and Jamie and her boyfriend matt met us there....he seemed pretty cool. After Matt and Jamie left the mall, me and Mandy walked back 2 my house and set her up a new email adress, and sn. Then I talked 2 JP....I missed him. I am so confused about this Kings Of Chaos game. Everyone is ( Read more... )

Well I am writing now cuz well there isn't much else 2 do. Jamie invited me to play lazer tag...but didn't give me the time and never called me back so i didn't go....then I was gunna meet amanda @ the mall but now my mom is bitchin about everything i do.....so i probally won't be able to go. She is even sayin she dosn't want to let me go to Salem ( Read more... )

I have been running around so much today and yesterday its insane. I went 2 the mall with JP, Amanda, Amber, Thea, and Kerry and eventually met up with Jerry, Kelly, Dani, and ect. After the mall I went to the Furmans house. We went to the park until 12:30am and ran around like maniacs....Rose has changed alot. Her and Thea left wen we got back to ( Read more... )

I am so tired at the moment. The damn PSSA's are so freakin exahusting. everyone else gets to sleep in an extra 2 hours while we rack our brains for some stupid test. Well atleast its all over. I can't wait to go out tonite! I am goin to the mall...and then I am goin over the Furmans...Then I see Les Miserales tomorrow!!! Well thats a good enough ( Read more... )

Well this is my first Live Journal Entry...Wow....I am sooo freakin accomplished.