I found out that

[derangedlyrics]

My eyes are the right shade of blue only when I cry.

Comments

What's missing

[crystalhawk]

It sounds like what's going on with you is that you're missing a Joie de vivre component... you know.. something that you can be passionate about that brings you joy. Perhaps you took a wrong turn some place? Or maybe you're feeling "stuck in the mud" and want to move on? Don't panic. It's important to stay clear-headed and keep an objective view. Try to isolate when the feeling started and go from there. You are so smart, I know you'll find what's missing.

Please, also keep in mind that we all change as we grow older and the age of 18 is a time of radical change in our bodies. Our hair color changes and sometimes so does our eye color. Our bodies change in mass and things... shift according to gravity. Congratulations. You're no longer a child, but a beautiful woman. I love you.

Re: What's missing

[derangedlyrics]

At least while reading your comment, my eyes stayed blue.
Thanks mom.