i didnt realize how long its been since i updated last... o well.. im gonna do another quick short one i hope.. sam n i are "on a break".. well i hope its jus a break... we need time apart... atleast i think so.. all weve been doin is arguin n shyt.. and then she cheated on me to.. again... but shyt happens... im finally clean off the "bad shyt".. ( Read more... )

im jus here to let yall know that i jus got accepted to college.... ecc south.. for machining.. ill be goin in the fall.. thats the best news ive had in the longest time... i feel great

i got problems.... do u no me that well.. do you know my deepest thoughts.. you know who you are.... who im talkin to... who this is directed at.... only i wish i know.. u wish to remain unknown... well good 4 u i dont give a fuck... do you know wut i do and think about when i am alone... is it that important to you to watch me... to make sure i ( Read more... )

well it has happend again.. another girlfriend cheated on me.. and then lied about it for a while.. THEN.. she told me the truth.. i cant fuckin believe thys shyt.. she loves me so much.. she would do anything for me.. she never wants to lose me... that all jus seems like so much bullshyt now.. she fuckin hooked up wit keith.. idk if i can be wit ( Read more... )

here i am.. im back i guess.. lots of shyt has happend and the ones that are important to me know because i told them.. im not gonna go on a rant and tell them all because they dont matter to anybody... so wuts the difference.. anyway.. things are better... i have a place to live and a job... good for me huh... things are finally lookin up for me ( Read more... )

FULL NAME: joshua allen garey.. dont ever call me joshua ill jam my fuckin thumb knuckle deep in yer eye socket ( Read more... )

well lets see.. it started out not to bad.. thys lil prob that i have... it was jus a lil lump in my throat.. literally a lump... but then it started to grow.. and grow.. and here we are.. it was the size of a pea when i first noticed it.. now its a bouncy ball... but thats not the problem.. i can deal wit that if it was jus that.. well my mouth is ( Read more... )

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shyts been good for a while.. nothin botherin me really.. im jus tired.. im over jealous tho i thing... i mean sam has friends n shyt.. she likes to go out wit them... but i cant help checkin up on her. its jus how i am... i really really care about her.. more than anybody prob can ever see me doin.. jus cuz of the way i am.. i no jami understands ( Read more... )

well today... technically yesterday.. was mine and sams first whole fuckin month together.. i was so fuckin stoked bout it.... it was a great day.. its been quite a while since i updated thys thing.. i was bout to say fuck it... and jus not do it anymore.. but i figure y the fuck not.. im not gonna talk bout some certain things that happend.. and ( Read more... )