I just finished watching tapes that I had recorded of The Woods. I use to think I was such a big part of their lives. Now I'm just confused and hurt because a year and a half later, I don't know any of them. But that could have been true 14 months ago. They all left and did their own thing. And now I just feel lost and weird. It was nice to hear ( Read more... )

I'm wondering if wanting to be number one in someone's life is a bad thing or if it's possible or if that's okay. I'm realizing more and more that I'll never be the number one person in her life. And in realizing this, I realize I will NEVER be as happy as I deserve to be. Not that it's her fault, but I'm just not going to be happy with this person ( Read more... )