ppl just wanted to let u know that i wont be writing in this stupid journal anymore because my own father cant respect my privacy, so ive given up trying to hide things from anyone.

i hate u all.

*sigh* where is everyone?

im gonna go to my grandmas house over the vacation. im gonna stay as long as i possibly can, so this will be the last time i write for a while unless i somehow manage to get online tomorrow. whatever.

mirise that was really poignant- what u put in your live journal :( it made me wanna cry and i was quiet for a really ( Read more... )

ahh i hate u all! especially that stupid girl!! >_< grrrrrrr
(not u mirise, kim, caroline, or anyone else who may be reading this)

someone else..................

*attacks girl* 
*loses fight*
*dies and likes it* 

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there are lots of lady bugs in my house. ^^;;

yesterday i took a bubble bath with strawberry scented bubble bath but the bubbles didnt get big enough so it wasnt pretty. i lit candles from yankee candle- that midnight scent (the purple one)- and put them on the two corners of the bathtub across from me. then i put [music] into my radio and shut ( Read more... )

dammit it really sucks acting for so long. sometimes i do actually feel good. today was a fairly good day, till afterschool i guess. ahh why do i  keep doing this to myself? me and my self imposed quagmire *shoots me down*

i feel like im gonna throw up. im not nauseous i just feel really terrible. my mind is nauseous i guess. im sick of myself? no ( Read more... )

ahh *dies ( Read more... )

hey guys havent written in a long time but really either i have absolutely nothing good to say or i just dont feel like writing to you so there. ahhh ive had so many weird dreams lately, not that i really think dreams all have some underlining meaning. i mean, theyre just thoughts continued while your eyes are closed, so u see them instead of just ( Read more... )

Its not the size of the wave, its the motion of the ocean.

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