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[dereves]

Oh I know I know. My life is spiraling into an abyss from which there is no escape. Im at the point where I don't even want to bother with school anymore. And no matter what I do with my life I'm probably going to be a miserable person. I could only wish smoking takes my life early.

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[pickle_pixie]

You are not a miserable person, a little pessimistic...yes, a little cynical...yes, but never miserable. You have too much spark in your life to ever declare that fate. Leave that fate to the people that are greedy, evil hearted, and spiteful. Don't wish that smoking will take your life early, life is a gamble and you have only begun to roll the dice. You are still young enough to pick out what you want in this world and go get it. It's the choice that becomes the hard part. But soon enough you will find what makes you happy and you will stop at nothing to get it. That is just your style. So breathe, take a step back, re-evaluate your situation and do something to make it better. I hate to say it because it is a dumb saying but it could always be worse. You'll have to forgive me for that stupid phrase but it seemed to fit the situation. If you ever need someone to pick you up, dust you off, at least rest easy knowing that your friends will always be there for you to do that. All you need to do is ask and we will be there! Much love!