Updating My Self-Perception

[derghaust]

Every once in a while I start to feel like my LiveJournal User Info doesn't really match the way I think of myself any longer, so I go through and update it. A great deal stays the same, but there is always enough change that I have to be at my most reflective and introspective to be able feel as if I am actually representing myself. As such, I

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the thing is...

[tdaschel]

to put a motor in yourself...

note to self: listen to more kraftwerk

[derghaust]

my doctor tried to tell me
i'm not a machine

put a little motor in 'em !

[tdaschel]

i used to tawk like that, then my fiancee (a fact i'm still processing / 'cause i could never see myself engaged to ANYBODY / much less someone i actually care about...) and she said i have something called the Aspergers(?) Syndrome (which some wags regard as "whiplash of the MIND" [i.e., fake, Fake, FAKE]), so you know what? i don't tawk like that anymore (i just think like that / yet all th'while concentrating on the task at hand / which, this week, is how to turn my imaginary oft'times Crippling ailment, into bags of money).

that was the best comment ever

[derghaust]

satan is my motor?

[grand_illusion]

if you were a girl i'd be hot for you bc of this post xo

[derghaust]

i could b a girl (on the internet...)

[torrential]

nathan...

you pretty much win at everything

[derghaust]

you pretty much win at even more than everything. i'm glad you're on livejournal again. i hope i made it clear how awesome it was hanging out with you and even if we can only be internet friends for a while, it's still better than not talking for a couple years again.

but that's pretty much moot for the moment because i'm totally coming to sactown before you leave.

just like the universe

[torrential]

i'm leaving on may 31. for sure. come see me. my life is a better place when you're an active participant.

also just like the universe?

[derghaust]

hee hee, i used to be chubby.

[gringo_in_tj]

Maybe you're not such a long way away after all, my friend.

You recognize things in yourself that other people never come to realize...

[derghaust]

Yes, but what is it they say when you're an addict? Recognizing you have a problem is only the first step.

Thank you for the comment. I never quite know what to say to your posts, but they're uniformly excellent.

[dreamer_undone]

Exactly.