i'm sorry zoe. i'm sorry for everything. i'm sorry for letting it get to this point. and i know it's not going to stop. but school is here. and i'm going to calm down. i am. i am. i swear to god i am. and i know that you've heard that before and it didn't happen, but i mean this. i want to be there for you no matter what. and vice versa. i don't want drugs to get inebtween us!!! i don't!!! they can't!!! and it would break my heart if it came to that. and i want to have a sober conversation with you about everything, because there are so many things i want to tell you that i don't feel particularly comfortable telling someone else about everything that is happening right now. things are already dissolving. people are splitting up, friendships are leaving, and it's getting too far. and some people just can't see that. and just won't look it in the eye. and it's fucking sad. i just want you to know that i'm sorry. and i want to be here for you, and i want you to believe that. wanting something does shit. but you should know. because i
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