I'm difffferent from everyone else. Aka a lot of people there are pretty blondes friends with other pretty girls. And I'm like "..Can I walk with you..?" and etc.
Seriously. I'm like, the only kid who's into the arts. All the girls are preppy blonde's/highlighted brunettes who go to parties to see how many guys they can hook up with. This girl had a circle-type design on her bag and her friend was like 'It's your pot leaf bag!' It looked nothing like a pot leaf. NOTHING. They live in suburbia with their millions of dollars and their short shorts.
They all brought duffel bags with all these clothes because we were sleeping over one night! I had a t-shirt to wear the next morning. This girl (who was actually nice to me) complimented my jeans and I think she didn't know how to react when I said that they were $10 and I found them after hunting through racks and racks and racks of jeans at Loehmann's. There is just such a huge gap between me and most of these kids, even though some of them are nice.
I'm the same way, like, I don't want to be like them (it would be the fucking end of the world) but it's so hard to talk to them. I would love just one person who is kind of like me and who will hang out with me and not care if I'm with them 24/7, haha. I think it'll get a little easier once class starts, though. At least I'll have something to do.
I'm, like, super excited for class, and I'm actually looking forward to doing homework. We NEED to hang out. Adding to the fact that I already missed seeing you with the idea that I had to meet everyone while working with homeless people and sleeping in a hot church with mice and cockroaches (and girls who don't know how to kill them), I think I might die if I don't get at least a few hours with J Crew. THEY WERE ASKING IF THEY LOOKED TRENDY IN THEIR BOXERS.
I thought I had gotten over my prep phobia, but it's gotten so much worse.
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I'm difffferent from everyone else. Aka a lot of people there are pretty blondes friends with other pretty girls. And I'm like "..Can I walk with you..?" and etc.
TOMORROW BETTER BE BETTER.
LETS SOCIALIZE TOGETHER? HAH. ♥
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GOD DAMNIT I HAVE SUCH A BAD ATTITUDE.
I agree. Let's socialize together.
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ALL THE GIRLS AT MY SCHOOL ARE JUST AS YOU DESCRIBED.
I'm the black haired girl with piercings, tattoos, and colourful yet darkish makeup and a $3 wardrobe.
I cant say I want to look and act like them, I dont WANT to fit in, I just want them to be.. nice.. :D
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I'm the same way, like, I don't want to be like them (it would be the fucking end of the world) but it's so hard to talk to them. I would love just one person who is kind of like me and who will hang out with me and not care if I'm with them 24/7, haha. I think it'll get a little easier once class starts, though. At least I'll have something to do.
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I thought I had gotten over my prep phobia, but it's gotten so much worse.
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