im sick of being to desprate and being alone ( Read more... )

i just wrote this idk paragraph about im depression going away and how i went to live but last night at dramam i wanted to melt into the floor and dissapear

today was amaizing

smack my bitch up
vomit up lunch
bleh

silvia and edgar 4 life <3333


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i have this tape measure and i use to see if im getiing fatter

i se my waist line gradually getting larger i run to bathe room and vomit more and more i remember thei video in 7th grade were this belmic chick vomits so much she goes bling the thouhg of going bling scares me i vomit again anyway

today i got to drama and i wanted to ball my eyes out and run and never stop running

schools been really great so far im now becomming friends wiht my best frined from elemsntry school wich is cool cause she lives a cross the street so ill have somhting to do now i love everyone kisses bye

god derek stop eating

*cuts self and vomits
yayay *smiles

i hate life and i hate boys

i hugged and cute boy
hehehehehehehehehe
*giggle*