i am trying to find secret meanings in things i think i should know.
this job is lonely and scary,
but more often than not i find myself looking at the aeroplanes
and wondering.

i think i realized i am looking for the right thing
in the wrong place
but it sure was nice to dream about what might have been
even if it never will be.

i am still here, but its almost like a bad dream.
my days are filled with sunshine and wind and seagulls and aeroplanes,
but all i feel is alone and scared.
on the bright side, the clouds and my ipod always bring me back to life.

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