I keep trying, though. I keep thinking that maybe one day I'll trick myself into thinking I'm happy, which might be very much like being happy. "Fake it till you make it" as they say. So i eat like a king and fuck like a rock star and i get a bumber sticker that says "Heaven Doesn't Want Me and Hell's Afraid I'll Take Over ( Read more... )

I hate banks and money, officially ( Read more... )

As of tomorrow I plan on no longer being enrolled in the University of Wisconsin - Whitewater. At least, not for the rest of the semester. I can't focus or concentrate on anything anymore, and i just need to give my brain a rest from the whole school thing for a while. I'm tired of it. I'm completely burned out, like junior year of high school. I ( Read more... )

Keep in mind this was said in Hitchhiker's Guide Marvin style.

There's only one thing that's more beautiful than seeing lightning light up the night sky, and that's seeing one of those flashes illuminate you're significan't other's face.

Or lack thereof. I should be asleep. I want to be asleep. But sleep eludes me. I want to get up at 9 tomorrow to be able to do homework and laundry before i work at 4. Once work rolls around, my day is over. I work until 11, at which point i promptly come back to the appartment and go to bed ( Read more... )

It started at the base of my skull. Creeping up the back of my skull, it shot to right behind my eyes. From there, it worked its way around to my temples and is currently sitting at my ears. Oh, its been spreading, not moving. So all of these places hurt right now ( Read more... )

Just got a call. I now have a job at sentry, and i start training on monday.

Yay for money.

The sirens sound. I go out to the living room and onto the balcony to see what's going on. The sky is green and getting darker with each passing minute. A continuous roll of thunder continues to sound, erupting from a bolt of electricity that happened before I came outside. A few minutes pass. Its darker, and starts to rain. The water from the sky ( Read more... )

Just finished watching the first episode of Voyager. Well, first two, i guess, since it was a two-parter ( Read more... )