You know, some days, I just don’t feel like doing anything. Life seems to be at an all time low, and I feel as if I will never pull out of my rut. But then I fall asleep on the aforementioned night, and the next morning, I start again. And it usually is nothing like the day before, even if I do the same things, I somehow feel different about them ( Read more... )

I stayed in my pjs pretty much the whole day, and guess what? I got a lot of work done. The internet and telephone are amazing devices.

I'm not a star yet. Just in case you were wondering.

When people refer to me while telling a story about a girl, and they are trying to guesstimate the size of the girl, they look at me up and down and say “well, she was about your size.” Trying to give some visual reference to the listeners. When this occurs, I always wonder… what the girl really looks like and what “size” I am in reference to. What ( Read more... )

Well, I finally did it. That's right. I moved. I am now currently residing in Northridge California. I drove down yesterday with my dad and today, here I sit in my new home, new room, with my parents on the road back ( Read more... )

Recently I’ve been finding myself depressed, as in, the past few days. It’s a funk that I can’t shake. I know I have felt this before, for other reasons, but I have always been able to cast it off a few hours later. This has not been the case this time. I believe it to be a mixture of anxiousness and anticipation for my move to LA, as well as the ( Read more... )

I’ve been processing a lot of things lately, and I feel a bit on overload. Emotions, and schedules are completely overwhelming. By the end of the day, I haven’t even done anything physically straining, but my mind is ripped to shreds, I feel exhausted. I seem to always have a pensive furrowed brow, and there is a desk load of little sheets of paper ( Read more... )

What have I been doing the past week?...

Biking, hiking, driving, swimming, shopping, gondola riding, eating, reading, sunning, boating, ice skating, laughing, museum browsing, planetarium viewing, touring Reno, casino sitting and hanging out with the whole family.

Well that was my week in Lake Tahoe on vacation with my family.

Tonight I started to think (there was my first mistake. Hehe.), and I felt like I was living my life wrong. I felt like I didn’t want the things that I’m supposed to be wanting, like a husband and family. Isn’t that the goal of life? To end up happily married with a family? I know everyone has their own timing and God is never late, and he has ( Read more... )

Okay, thought, equaling in a question. Do guys like girls who participate in the same activities/hobbies that they do? Like skateboarding for instance. Or surfing. Or do they prefer to have girls that like things that they don’t? Kind of to keep their hobbies to themselves…?

I’ve had trouble falling asleep, felt cold, lethargic and tired for the past couple of weeks. All of this seems strange to me because I have never experienced this from my body before. I am almost positive that all of this is stemming from my lack of activity in my day-to-day schedule. Yes, I have a job, and I go to work every day, but that doesn’t ( Read more... )