I just looked over the last entry. It follows a pattern with the others: I am fucking emo.

Why do the men in my family think they are fucking dictators? I'm so tired of them being ass-holes and having the blame placed on me. AAAAARRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH!!!!

I just had a dream we were back together. And now I woke up and realized we're not. FUCK!!! How long is it going to take for shit like this to stop? And fuck dreams like that. They lift you up only so you can crash upon waking. God DAMNIT!

I suddenly have a ton of alone time, so I decided to start using LJ. Gotta fill this emptiness somehow, what better way than to rant and rave via internet? Haha ( Read more... )