before i start the next edition of this pathetic bullshit that is known as phil's journal... one minor note. i just "un-privatized" my last journal entry. b/c at this point. i really dont give a fuck if people think twice about it. ok. now that i got that out of the way ( Read more... )

"Broken heart again today...
The flowers that I gave to you have withered all away.
Just when I opened up my heart
The one you used to love came and ripped it right apart.

Why do I never seem to learn?
That love is wrong and girls are fucking evilI guess I'll never figure out ( Read more... )

private journal entries are wonderful things ( Read more... )

lesson in life: if you're not supposed to be reading something, dont. because its usually like that for a reason ( Read more... )

i got like 4 hours of sleep last night because i suck. i'm dead tired right now. i'm in a decent mood right now. well after last night, i'm pretty sure any mood that i'll be in will be better than that. so yea, i woke up. and it put a smile to my face when i went on my comp and saw that my friends left a message. very cool ( Read more... )

fuck. fuck. mother. mother. fuck...

everyone fucking sucks. word. i havent been this pissed off is a long time.

so yea. if your reading this, then you suck. if youre not reading this, you also suck.

if your the one responsible for me not being able to sleep right now, then you really suck ( Read more... )

"if you're gonna rip my heart out ( Read more... )

::your:: lipstick, ::his:: collar..
don't bother angel
i know exactly what goes on i'm not stupid

when everything you'll get is
everything that you've wanted, princess
((( well which would you prefer )))
my finger on the trigger
or ...me... face down on the floor?
well just so long as this thing's loaded

and will you tell all your only ( Read more... )

i just woke up. i'm pissed. but i dont really feel like talking about it. maybe i'll elaborate later. blah. so i'm sitting here listening to taking back sunday... bike scene... because its like my favorite song ever. and it makes me happy. yep. sure does. well. lunchtime for phil. later...

-- short stories, tragic endings --

i'm feeling kind of bittersweet right now. i dunno. i think it's because i read something that i wasnt really supposed to. and yea. that kind of upset me. and to this moment, i still dont know what the exact meaning of that was, but it kind of hinting at bad things. so that dampened my mood for the night. i'm sure that coming to the realization ( Read more... )