just so she knows

[desired_abuse]

i didn't take that note out of my pocket until i gave the jacket to jess.

and now it's hidden. like all my memories.
safe.

i kept everything she gave me. i even sat in front of the mirror last week putting the glitter lipstick on and wiping it off, putting it on again. smiling, not at myself, but at my memory.

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[_blue_pulse]

so had you or hadnt you read it
when we lay in your bed and i asked
and you said, "yeah...? what about it?"
and i said "oh, nothing, just wondering."
because of course there's no way to answer that.
because i thought i met jess the following day.
but i could be wrong. it's all mixed up.
scrambled dream sequence. bleeding over onto each other.
colored outside the lines.

[_blue_pulse]

stop talking, stupid girl.