one word: bliss.

im so over school, it's sick.
i keep thinking over and over in my head..
im going to be gone soon.
im going to be gone.

i dont want to be that girl anymore.
im over getting my feelings hurt,
im over wasting my time..
im over thinking that people care about me when they dont.
not even a little bit, not even at all. 

i slept in camerons bed, and barney knows.
oops 

which one is it?

1. 
knows what he is doing, in more than one way. mature and we have alot of the same interests. my body cant resist him, and i feel extremely comfortable when hes playing with my hair.

2.
has been there forever but in the background. he focused in october and since it has been alot of ups and downs.. we cant get enough of eachother ( Read more... )

HOLLA@CHAGURL.
last night was off the wall..

PART/ONE:
pregame @ mary's with gab, atown, tori, alex, jordan, jussy, & fabbi (awkward crew)
then giana's party at E0M, where me and fabs got our beer taken away ! wtffffff. (and we kissed?)
fabs lost his phone, and the party was beattttttttttttx109385445.

*me, fabs, alex and tyler left to go to kev's party ( Read more... )

i got kicked out of school for being inappropriatly dressed
suspended from school
& fired..
all in four hours.

TOP THAT.

i guess im getting played ( Read more... )

could something happen before i go away, please?
rubble rubble rubble. <3
i still can't find your scarf, its hidden in the depths of my couch..
maybe you can come over to retrive it?
you make me nervous.

*stevin- sorry i did not show up @ 39th and bearing, i fell in love.
  this weekend, i swear ill show my face. love you & miss you <3 

maybe things shouldn't have turned out this way, maybe i shouldn't have turned out into the person that i am.
i just dont know anymore, i dont know what to think. 
i need to leave this place.

im going to reinvent myself at college.
my life has become an array of insanity, involving controlled substances.
the days blending together with no real beginning or end.

*paul&lauren.