thin thin thin thin thin

i hope those pain medications start to kick in
i'm ready to cry

guess who's seeing the blood brothers on sunday october 30th?

now i have something to look forward to

i'm so frustrated
i've typed and erased so much shit that sounds good in my head, but i can never write it down.
i need to go somewhere where i feel worshiped and special and wanted.just for a couple days even if it's all a lie
no one does anything for me
where's the guy at?where?
i dont need the materialistic things, that was never what i wanted

change
change
change
it's funny how your closest friends can make you feel like total shit and not even mean to

all i see is "good weekend ( Read more... )

i could see me killing myself

it wouldnt really make a difference
nothing changes when i walk out of a room
why would it be any different then walking out of life

my agenda is overflowing with homework
my brain is overflowing with stress
my life is overflowing with boredom

what's a lady to do?

it's all so fuzzy,
so unclear to me
i cant think
i cant listen
it's all you can't see

i met the most amazing man on friday.
he's changed me more than he'll ever know.i really believe in destiny now, and i have hope for the future.
too bad he's leaving tomorrow and i dont get to hang out with him tonight
goodbye beautiful man<33333333333333333333333333