So I think I'm on the edge of a nervous breakdown . . . or already there. I had the worst anxiety attack on Sunday . . . it lasted 40 minutes (I think the average for attackes in general is about 10-15 min). Since then I've been sleeping for like 14 hours a day. I don't have any energy, and I feel really depressed . . . I felt so depressed this ( Read more... )

Um, yeah, lots and lots of stuff has been going on, some good, most of it. . . well ( Read more... )

You know what? I wish I were a more transient person. I'd like my hair, my clothes, my whole way of life to be more transient. It almost sounds spririutal in a sense. Only in a society obsessed with politically correct euphemisms could being a bum sound so glamorous. I mean really, a "Transient Man"? It sounds life A) some spiritual dude of ( Read more... )

. . . At long last I have finally have joined the ranks of the hip and chic. Yes, I Nate now have a cell phone ( Read more... )

SO I finally got off my lazy butt and got a gmail account, which is desperadonate.spamisbad@gmail.com. Should you e-mail me, delete the ".spamisbad" part. It's only there to thwart spam crawlers.

My other e-mail address still works and everythingm so you can reach me there too . ..

That's about it,
-Nate

So college has started and stuff, which is cool. I like all my classes, for the most part. My ENG 105 professor is a major hippy in the most classic sense of the word, which is both interesting and annoying at the same time. And Calc II is challenging at best ( Read more... )

Summer's almost over, and it's kindof scary. I'm a little anxious about school starting cause I'm also working like 32 hours a week or so and I'm hoping I can balance the two. It just amazes me how much less time I have. It's hard to get arround to doing anything. I kindof wish things would slow down a little bit ( Read more... )

So I got a job at Hollywood video and a raise at my other job (go $7 an hour!) Hopefully at the end of the year I'll get a raise up to 8.50 ( Read more... )

Woooooo! Go sickeness ( Read more... )

Just wanted to thank everyone for being so cool after my anxiety attack. Your comments were helpful and you were all helpful for just being cool and being yourselves. It made me realise how lucky I am to have all of you as my friends ( Read more... )