BIG VENT (sorry)

[desperate4truth]

I Just had another fight with Libby....why? what is wrong with me that i always have to stir the water? why am i so inclined to fix everything. maybe mikes right...maybe its not worth fixing. heaven knwos everytime i try, i make it worse. why not just give up trying and let it takes its own course, just see what happens? I think all relationships

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[cancellation]

There was just a boy meets world on about that. Yep... But yeah, Nathan and I fight probably once a week. We still love each other. Have faith kiddo. You're a great kid.

[sayitaintso7]

i'm sorry i'm not ready yet but i'm not. i'm n ot mad i'm just tired of this being an issue. when i'm ready then i'm ready and you will know, until why can't you handle being the person i trust more than anyone in the world?

Hey...

[bs_malone]

Hi Libby, this is Krissy. Look, I know it's not my place to be butting in here, but I know exactly where he's coming from at the moment. You telling him you're not ready and that you "still want him to be close to you", although it may seem like a theraputic clause to you does not lessen the pain for him. Can you imagine how having to be near and be there for the person you love the most in the world but doesn't quite feel the same way about you would hurt? It kills! I'm sure hell can be a lot worse...but I'm also pretty sure that Heartache is just a province of hell. Derrick is there. I'm there. No matter how much you explain your feelings to him and he to you...you both will still hurt. Let him vent, and just try to understand. At the moment, it seems that that's all you can do. Take care.

Re: Hey...

[sayitaintso7]

krissy please ignore the first reply i sent. there was no excuse for it. i was in an all time low on more than one leverl and i took it out on you. i had no right to and you didn't deserve the hate in that note. you deserve alot of credit because you are like a sister to derrick and you love and understand that kid more than anyone. i wish i could take back what i said but i can't. i have issues to deal with that have nothing to do with derrick or you or anyone but myself and my family. issues that derrick and i have decided i need to deal with before something bad happens. i wish you nothing but the best in life and i'm sorry that you and derrick have to go through the same thing right now. but in the end love will prevail for us all

Re: Hey...

[bs_malone]

Think nothing of it. There are SO many irrational things I want to scream at SO many people right now. Haha, don't worry though, you Pickerington people are safe. Eventually, everything will be better for all of us.
Krissy

- this is kelsey -

[youfrustrateme]

derrick!!! always smile!! i love you!! happy birthday and im sorry i was not at the party (although i was supposed to be but i had to get up at 6 the next morning and was exhausted) ...

if the story doesn't have a happy ending its not over yet

Amazing.

[bs_malone]

I don't think I could have put it better myself. In fact, at the moment I haven't got the motivation to do much. That includes try to put down on paper (though it be virtual)my feelings. I thought of calling you last night to talk about pretty much the same thing. Ironic eh? It's astounding how alike we think sometimes. Hang in there buddy...I'll try to hang with you. Take care of yourself goony! I love you!

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