"I'll just have another drink and work on pretending that the pink elephant is not staring into my eyes from the middle of the room, and clouding my visions of you. It's only slightly distracting. Is it like a ghost? If you don't look they fade, if you do they gain power? No unfortunately they feed on your neglect and become larger, and then they multiply, until you're stifled with them, and there's no more room for anymore. And no matter how drunk you are, you can still see them. And no one else."
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"They were not, even the ones that I lived with. They were not friend. They were aquaintance. Only in two there was family. And only in one is there unbiased true friendship, and trust." before the former.
the you was proverbial. the ones i lived with refered basically to lana and julian even though i never officialy lived with him. and in the two family i meant Jenny and Derek mostly, even though i don't really know Derek i'd be honored to have him be a part of my life. and the last i meant Jenny
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and
"They were not, even the ones that I lived with. They were not friend. They were aquaintance. Only in two there was family. And only in one is there unbiased true friendship, and trust."
before the former.
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