thank you so much =] you made me feel a lot better. *everyone that commented in my last entry ( Read more... )

i am sick of crying over my fucking parents. or crying because of myself. or anyone else. i wish i would just fucking stop. or like die. i don`t know what i want. but i don`t really think anyone cares. so why the fuck are you reading this anyway? well i have nothing to do today. so if you want call me i guess. but why would you? no one really likes ( Read more... )

i just realized tomorrow is me+mike`s 1 month anniversery. wow. longest relationship for me so far =] . Mike i miss you =[ whyy are you ilke groundeddddddddd you missed me sucking rachel`s nuts and her antenna at josh`s house. and playing sex dice with rach+ pam, and me and pam under the covers. and tons more lol. well yeah. i miss you ( Read more... )

niceeeeeeeeeeeee =] haha . anyways . yeah this is the 3rd time i updated. so yeah . read the other entries and stuff.

why all girls!?
oh well. read my other quiz. and the entry before that. i`m not fuckign 2 .

i`m still mad *from the last entry and all* but i thought that was really. funny..? lol so yeah

i really hate when people think i`m 3 years old. it pisses me off. i don`t give a fuck if i say i don`t care..i do. and i don`t give a fuck if "i don`t reallly like 11" cuz obviously everyone else seems to think i do. if i was taller i would look older right.. yeah well fuck you. fuck my age. fuck my height. fuck everything. i haven`t been happy ( Read more... )

parents suck ass. they do. and i think they know it. so they give their kids bullshit speeches about how "yelling is not what they want to do.. do you think i enjoy yelling at you" .. and the entire time ur thinking.. uhhh yeahh ( Read more... )

forget the last entry. my parents are going to make me kill myself. after my dad finished fucking screaming his head of at me i sat on this bench thing under all these trees. i could hear the trees moving in the wind and cracking. and all i hoped and wished was that one of the trees would fall on my head and kill me. or just erase my memory or hurt ( Read more... )

i`ve decided that going to my stupid fucking camp where i am raped every day by 8 year old boys and girls is gonna make me kill myself. or the campesr and counselors ( Read more... )