how do you wake up with a hangover when you didn't drink the night before?

shakin and hatin
but the prejudices blend

my overly catholic mother wants to force her children into athiesm... or so it would seem.

Sitting in the phone booth listening to the monotone ringing emulating from the earpiece with a distorted face reflected in the cradle staring with indiscernible eyes. A cool plastic feeling of insanity shooting up from every surface as the ringing rings on. Enthralled by this harsh, silence breaking sound while all else is cut off by a ( Read more... )

red fury in a neon blur
black and yellow swirling still
brown in a twisted tangled curl

here comes crimson
what a reprise
smeared and smudged on their demise

wails in a piercing pitch
whispers falling like waterfalls
words still lying in a ditch

here comes heaven
a last cresendo
not even broken by absurd inuendo

and she takes another sip of the vile drink. wondering if it can make her forget. the only trouble is she doesn't know what it is she's trying to forget. it's not as though there's anything she really remembers. just a vaugue picture and a feeling at the base of her stomach when someone mentions something related. she just wants to drink ( Read more... )

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who need's real thearopy when they've got nightwish?

lets talk to you about stuff. i have to sit with mat yesko at prom... WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT? there's no fucking way. i won't eat. i won't do fucking anything anywhere near that mother fucker. fuck that.

fuck this
fuck it all

... you know it always brings me down

tryin to work on this report but i suddenly have no energy. for a little while there i was doing everything, going crazy with reading and writing and painting but now i dont even much care to move... depressing indeed. maybe i'm some strange brand of manic depressive... lol that'd be pretty funny for me