i finally asked becky out today. it took me so long. it's funny though. when i hang out with her, i have so many chances to ask her out, but i just forget. lol. i have a horrible short term memory. oh well. i missed josh's birthday on sunday. hope everyone had fun without me.

school has started, work has piled up, and i'm busy. i don't even get online much anymore, so sorry for everyone who loves and misses me. lol. just kidding. so, i have a project due tomorrow on the history of the ford mustang. probably one of the gayest topics ever. i have a skit to perform in spanish class on friday. i hate being social, not to ( Read more... )

i've been anxious all summer for school to start. and now it's here, and i'm almost not wanting to go. almost. i was hoping to have some classes near becky, so i might see her between classes, but nope. all our classes are on the opposite side of the school. how convenient. anyway, i got some awesome electives. i get engineering II, drafting II. ( Read more... )

i feel like i'm trapped ( Read more... )

so, um. my parents took me out to eat tonight. i was thrilled. they never do anything with me. it was cool. but they pretty much ignored me all night. i was pretty much at the table by myself. oh, but wait. it gets much better. i get home, and check the answering machine. guess who called? becky!!! i've been waiting for her to call for the last two ( Read more... )

i've been playing guitar non stop lately. i still think i suck, but i think i see some improvement too. i dunno. i've been motivated to play ever since i heard josh play at jessi's house. he fucking rocks. he says he's only been playing since christmas too, but matt says he's been playing longer. i dunno who to believe anymore. i'll just make up my ( Read more... )

i ate like twice my weight in peanut butter yesterday. mmm. it was good. i love peanut butter.

ugh....nobody to talk to tonight. so bored. i even called my ex from like a year ago. nobody there either. geez. what did i do wrong?

becky and i made a bet. she doesn't think i'll talk to her when school starts, so it's whoever talks to the other first wins. if i win, she owes me lunch. if she wins, we have to run away temporarily at the age of 18 to go on a road trip to a random location. haha. well, i guess i win either way.

so some girl on my buddy list thinks i'm a pimp. she keeps IMing me and saying hey pimp. lol. she wanted to call me. so she did. and she called me a pimp. and we stopped talking. and now i'm updating my journal. isn't it obvious that i'm bored?