Ugh again I feel horrible. No energy, I'm so weak I cant hardly hold my eyes open. I went to hang out with Kevin and April last night and we ended up going over to Kevins sisters to party. I think I took my drinking a little too far again. I feel like shit, but its not a hangover...but of course the alcohol didnt help any. My back hurts so bad ( Read more... )

I went to the show last night in Eden....it was really good. Despite there being a handful of people there that I really could have went without seeing, I had a good time. Dead Fall is progressing sooo much....I'm really proud of them. Timid had a very high energy show which was definitely interesting to see standing close enough to the band to ( Read more... )

I have given up most of my friends now....well the ones I gave up werent really friends anyway. I now have 3, only 3 true friends. I keep waiting and hoping I'll get a phone call from one of them, I'd really like to talk to him. It seems hard to get close to anyone anymore, but when I am able to let myself trust someone it seems they always go ( Read more... )

Well they released Grandma from the hospital today, she seems to be doing ok. But if she has any dizzy spells, nose bleeds, or chest pains she is to be brought to the ER immmediately. Shes staying with her sister and the preacher tonight. She only weighs 123 pds now, shes lost a lot of weight.....now the doc says she needs to go on a low sodium ( Read more... )

Wow, just when you think things cant get worse....they do. When I woke up this morning I found my mom looking through the phone books. Of course this is not something I'm used to seeing especially since she seemed a little upset. Turns out my preachers wife had called and told my mom that my Grandma had a really bad nose bleed earlier this ( Read more... )

Its 4am, I still cant sleep. I've got 50 million things running through my head all at once, I cant pick out one single thing to concentrate on. I've tried everything ( Read more... )

God I hate being snowed in. I'm feeling a little better cold wise although now my mom is sneezing. Oops. I think I may try to get some laundry done today, I need to. I've had a rough couple of days, I've done a lot of thinking. I'm really confused right now but I'm trying to work through it on my own. I really have no choice. But as for now ( Read more... )

Artist: Three Days Grace ( Read more... )

Memories of the years gone by ( Read more... )

I'm still sick. Its awful. This is probably the worst cold I've had in quite a while and now its snowing. Ha at least now I have an excuse not to go anywhere ( Read more... )