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I was much calmer yesterday. Today I'm (horrible!) hoping someone drops out of tanglewood so I can go! I really really want to go. I"m really close now! I have to refocus for the AIM audition, but part of me really just wants to go to tanglewood. Either would be great of course...oh I'm so Neurotic!

I think I should write on here that I made the alternate list for tanglewood today. I"m very very happy!(especially considering that I moved 2 weeks before the audition-and threw my back out 1.5 months before the audition...both really really affecting my practice time)The focus was really hard. I wasn't always sure it was going to come together ( Read more... )

Is anyone else nervous about a conservative court??

I haven't written in here for forever. I have moved, I have too many auditions coming up soon, and I need a weeklong nap. On the positive side, the apartment rocks, i have started teaching at a private school, and maybe just maybe i'm goign to be able to perform a concerto with orchestra.

back to excerpts!

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My mom informed me today that she's changing the date of christmas. It would be more convenient to celebrate on the 17th. ??????????????????????????????????????

Hurrah! all my students are canceling today...and I STILL get paid!

Happy thanksgiving to me!

Things are good but really complicated right now. We are moving,sometime before Jan 1st. The apartment is in Milford, the town that R works and the town I have about 20 students in. My back has gone out,really badly. I had an emergency MRI yesterday (because I was in so much pain I thought I was going to pass out). I have a very bad ( Read more... )