Fight Number...I don't even know
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:23): Keep good care of it. :O And what's wrong?
[Sora] (2008-02-26 11:23): Absolutely nothing.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:23): . . . -Sigh.- Your status.
[Sora] (2008-02-26 11:24): -Snorts- Vivian.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:24): . . . Mmm. I know, but at the same time, we do alienate her a lot. I can see how she feels.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:25): And it's very confusing for her, I think. This whole thing is kinda weird in itself and yeah. Don't be mad at her, please.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:25): If anything, do not take it out on her. Please.
[Sora]: ]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:29): Really, I know this is difficult but at the same time, I think she's very confused about it and the whole threesome relationship. It's kind of awkward, really. Plus, she does feel out of place a lot, I think, just with how we interact differently. And I know it's a bit upsetting but maybe it's best if it changed.
[Sora] (2008-02-26 11:29): ...-bursts into tears-
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:29): -Wraps her arms around the other.- It's alright, Brandi. It's alright.
[Sora]: [Sora] (2008-02-26 11:30): NO. Don't touch me! -SHOVES- See?! I -KNEW- this was going to happen!! And you'll do it too!
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:30): Oh screw you and this bullshit. -Gets a death grip on.-
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:30): Stop saying that.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:31): I won't leave you. My relationship with you is much different from her's.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:31): And I said I would stay and I goddamn mean it.
[Sora] (2008-02-26 11:31): YOU'LL LEAVE ME! She said she wouldn't and she did! Radz said she'd stay! JESSIE SAID SHE'D STAY! FUCK YOU!
[Sora]: ]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:32): Fuck you.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:32): I'm staying.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:32): No matter what bullshit you say.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:32): No matter if you break me, make me fall, even kill me. I'll stay.
[Sora] (2008-02-26 11:32): No you won't!
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:33): The fact that you don't trust me enough to think that hurts.
[Sora]: [Sora] (2008-02-26 11:33): Look at the track record, Chelsea!
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:33): You put up so many walls that you fake you don't have.
[Sora] (2008-02-26 11:33): I don't have any walls!
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:33): It's a track record but for once, can you just forget about the track record? Can you just try and pick up the pieces and move on instead of living in the past?
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:33): Can you?
[Sora]: [Sora] (2008-02-26 11:34): I don't wanna hurt again! I don't wanna end up in the fucking hospital clinging to life because I was stupid enough to fucking try dying!
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:35): So you push everything away and live in the past where you're still under the spell of all your past relations.
[Sora]: ]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:36): It's hypocritical of me to speak this way since I've done it too but really, can't you just trust? A cautious trust, yes, but can't you just stop worrying? Can you just try and stand on two feet, or if you need to, use one of mine?
[Sora] (2008-02-26 11:36): I've tried!
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:36): No, you haven't.
[Sora]: x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:37): It's cause I hurt you and everyone else has but at the same time, that shouldn't be the only thing that defines you anymore.
[Sora] (2008-02-26 11:37): I don't think you realize the kind of person I am.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:37): Pushing everything away doesn't make you a stronger being. Yet accepting everything doesn't either.
[Sora]: ]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:38): Hahaha. Dependant, scared, reclusive, shut down, manipulative, yet the most wonderful, caring, strong, and passionate person I know.
[Sora] (2008-02-26 11:39): ...At least you got manipulative.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:39): Hun, I ain't caring about the bullshit wrong as long as you get it through your head that I'm staying.
[Sora]: ]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:40): And since I am hung by my own word, the last time I hurt you seems to forever be standing within you and making you distrust me no matter how many times you say you're getting over it.
[Sora]: ]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:41): And I need you to realize that I'll keep coming back, I'll keep coming back no matter if you never get it in your damn skull that I'm staying.
[Sora] (2008-02-26 11:41): Because you -DID- leave me. Name one time where I've ever seriously left you?!
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:42): See my previous statements.
[Sora]: ]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:42): I'll keep coming back even if you hang me by that forever.
[Sora] (2008-02-26 11:42): Beause of guilt.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:43): oh fuck you if you think it's guilt.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:43): Apparently, you don't understand the first part of me if you think it's guilt.
[Sora]: ]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:43): Oh well. S'not like that's ever going to change but I'm going to keep coming back even if you don't want me to.
[Sora] (2008-02-26 11:43): ...
[Sora] (2008-02-26 11:43): -WHACKS-
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:44): -Blocks. Hits with a stale breadstick back.-
[Sora]: ]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:45): It's annoying knowing that you can't trust me but I am going to keep coming back for my own reasons.
[Sora] (2008-02-26 11:45): I do trust you.
[Sora] (2008-02-26 11:45): Just...not on this.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:45): And forgive me if this relationship turns homicidal but if you don't allow me to come back, I will do something nasty. And then keep coming back.
[Sora]: ]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:45): That's precisely what I mean.
[Sora] (2008-02-26 11:46): It's hard! With everyone else around me saying it won't work, my paranoid, and just everything. it's a miracle that I havn't fucking driven myself off the edge. Or, probably, I'm already there and just don't know it.
[Sora]: ]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:48): Believe what you want but I'll keep coming back for more like some sick druggie. And yeah, I know. No one on my side gives too much support either and I'm probably ten steps underground with a brain on permanent cocaine high but it doesn't mean I'm not going to keep coming back and staying or whatever. And I know it's hard, and I know you can't do it now but eventually, I want that trust of yours. That full trust to keep in a bottle to try not to break. That'd be the greatest gift other than your love.
[Sora]: ]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:48): But I'm willing to wait for it.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:49): For as long as you need.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:49): Even if that ends up being forever.
[Sora] (2008-02-26 11:50): ...Once you're WITH me...it'll be okay.. cause you won't be not with me...-shakes head-
[Sora]: ]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:50): Yeah. I understand.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:51): I'm kinda that way too, although sometimes I try and plot some nasty things in my mind to get you to stay out of my own insecurities but I never go through with them.
[Sora]: [Sora] (2008-02-26 11:51): -Blinks a bit-
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:52): You don't think I'm scared of losing you too?
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:52): Irrational securities are with everyone, hun.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:52): Just not you and your safe place in your mind.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:52): I have them too.
[Sora]: ]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:53): But that's for another day, another time.
[Sora] (2008-02-26 11:53): I don't want them...they hurt you.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:53): Love's kinda worth all that. Happiness is worth the bit of shit I have to go through.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:53): Being happy with you is worth this.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:53): And I am very happy with you.
[Sora]: [Sora] (2008-02-26 11:54): ...-Bursts into tears again.-
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:54): -Tries to wrap her arms around the other again.-
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:55): It really is, hun. All the shit you could throw at me and more, it's worth it cause I'm happy when I'm around you. I feel like nothing else has made me feel before.
[Sora]: ]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:55): and that's why I stay, because you make me feel like no one else has and no one else will make me feel. Truly happy.
[Sora] (2008-02-26 11:55): I'm so cruel to you though...even I know that...
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:56): And I'm not cruel to you at times?
[Sora]: [Sora] (2008-02-26 11:57): Only when I deserve it.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:57): Really though, as I said, it's worth it. I like your nasty side, I like your good side. I want to accept the whole you. And Sora, and Trigger, and anyone else. I want to accept you.
[Sora]: ]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:57): Pssh.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:57): Lies.
[Sora] (2008-02-26 11:57): -Blinks a bit then sinks against her-
[Sora]: ]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:58): -Wraps her arms around tightly and kisses the other on the forehead.- I want to be able to see the whole you and love you because I know you care and love me. And I want you to feel happy and I want to feel happy. That's why I'd go through all this shit.
[Sora]: x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:58): Then again, I'd probably stay even if it made you feel unhappy cause I like being around you too much. Har har.
[Sora] (2008-02-26 11:59): -Blinks- I love you...that's all I can say...I'm truly in love with you...and it hurts...
[Sora]: x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-27 12:00): I know. I know cause I'm going through that shit too and I know how it hurts in a sense and yet, since we're different people, there's still things I don't know but I do want to know.
[Sora]: [Sora] (2008-02-27 12:00): All you have to do is ask me and I'll tell you. Do you know how much I hate that I'm a bum and can't even get money to go see you? That I can't get a home for us...?
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-27 12:02): I know. x.x I hate that too. I hate that I'm young and don't have a job or anything and that I can't tell anyone and I can't find my way to you to like, be able to see you, never the less get a home.
[Sora]: ]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-27 12:02): But somehow we'll get through this.
[Sora] (2008-02-27 12:03): ..I believe that.
[Sora] (2008-02-27 12:03): I honestly believe that.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-27 12:03): I believe it too.
[Sora] (2008-02-27 12:03): -curls around-
[Sora]: ]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-27 12:04): We'll manage. Somehow. -Curls into and snuggles against.- It may be hard, but we'll move along and all that jazz. We'll get a house, without white-picket fences cause I hate those, but a nice house and we'll raise a family even though kids drive me up the wall sometimes.
[Sora]: ]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-27 12:04): And we'll be happy.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-27 12:04): Together.
[Sora] (2008-02-27 12:04): ...-Starts crying...again..-
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-27 12:05): -Raises a hand to wipe the other's tears.- It'll be alright. We'll get through this.
[Sora] (2008-02-27 12:06): I just...can't believe you'd do all that for me...My mom laughs 'cause I don't even wanna live with myself..
[Sora]: ]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-27 12:07): Pssh. I love you. I want to live with you.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-27 12:07): Cause you make me happy.
[Sora] (2008-02-27 12:07): I'm lazy and selfish.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-27 12:08): Psssh. Naw.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-27 12:08): I see where you come from with wanting to live with someone and everything. XD
[Sora]: [Sora] (2008-02-27 12:08): -__- You don't understand. I really am lazy. I'll clean after myself, but I like clutter and mess.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-27 12:09): Dude.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-27 12:09): I do the same.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-27 12:09): If you could ever see my computer room you'd die.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-27 12:09): i r no cleanfreak.
[Sora]: ]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-27 12:09): Hahahaha. It can never compare to my room if mom doesn't help me clean it.
[Sora] (2008-02-27 12:10): I have cleaned>> and it's STILL a pigsty
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-27 12:11): |D WELCOME TO MY WORLD
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-27 12:11): We have more in common than you think.
[Sora] (2008-02-27 12:11): -Nods a bit-
[Sora]: ]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-27 12:12): -Pets.-
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-27 12:13): But yeah. Moral to this whole argument: Everything will be alright and I'm staying.
[Sora] (2008-02-27 12:13): -Nods a few times.-
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-27 12:13): -Kisses on the cheek.-
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-27 12:14): Are you feeling slightly better now?
[Sora] (2008-02-27 12:14): -Nods.- Mmhmm.
[Sora] (2008-02-26 11:23): Absolutely nothing.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:23): . . . -Sigh.- Your status.
[Sora] (2008-02-26 11:24): -Snorts- Vivian.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:24): . . . Mmm. I know, but at the same time, we do alienate her a lot. I can see how she feels.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:25): And it's very confusing for her, I think. This whole thing is kinda weird in itself and yeah. Don't be mad at her, please.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:25): If anything, do not take it out on her. Please.
[Sora]: ]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:29): Really, I know this is difficult but at the same time, I think she's very confused about it and the whole threesome relationship. It's kind of awkward, really. Plus, she does feel out of place a lot, I think, just with how we interact differently. And I know it's a bit upsetting but maybe it's best if it changed.
[Sora] (2008-02-26 11:29): ...-bursts into tears-
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:29): -Wraps her arms around the other.- It's alright, Brandi. It's alright.
[Sora]: [Sora] (2008-02-26 11:30): NO. Don't touch me! -SHOVES- See?! I -KNEW- this was going to happen!! And you'll do it too!
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:30): Oh screw you and this bullshit. -Gets a death grip on.-
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:30): Stop saying that.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:31): I won't leave you. My relationship with you is much different from her's.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:31): And I said I would stay and I goddamn mean it.
[Sora] (2008-02-26 11:31): YOU'LL LEAVE ME! She said she wouldn't and she did! Radz said she'd stay! JESSIE SAID SHE'D STAY! FUCK YOU!
[Sora]: ]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:32): Fuck you.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:32): I'm staying.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:32): No matter what bullshit you say.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:32): No matter if you break me, make me fall, even kill me. I'll stay.
[Sora] (2008-02-26 11:32): No you won't!
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:33): The fact that you don't trust me enough to think that hurts.
[Sora]: [Sora] (2008-02-26 11:33): Look at the track record, Chelsea!
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:33): You put up so many walls that you fake you don't have.
[Sora] (2008-02-26 11:33): I don't have any walls!
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:33): It's a track record but for once, can you just forget about the track record? Can you just try and pick up the pieces and move on instead of living in the past?
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:33): Can you?
[Sora]: [Sora] (2008-02-26 11:34): I don't wanna hurt again! I don't wanna end up in the fucking hospital clinging to life because I was stupid enough to fucking try dying!
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:35): So you push everything away and live in the past where you're still under the spell of all your past relations.
[Sora]: ]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:36): It's hypocritical of me to speak this way since I've done it too but really, can't you just trust? A cautious trust, yes, but can't you just stop worrying? Can you just try and stand on two feet, or if you need to, use one of mine?
[Sora] (2008-02-26 11:36): I've tried!
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:36): No, you haven't.
[Sora]: x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:37): It's cause I hurt you and everyone else has but at the same time, that shouldn't be the only thing that defines you anymore.
[Sora] (2008-02-26 11:37): I don't think you realize the kind of person I am.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:37): Pushing everything away doesn't make you a stronger being. Yet accepting everything doesn't either.
[Sora]: ]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:38): Hahaha. Dependant, scared, reclusive, shut down, manipulative, yet the most wonderful, caring, strong, and passionate person I know.
[Sora] (2008-02-26 11:39): ...At least you got manipulative.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:39): Hun, I ain't caring about the bullshit wrong as long as you get it through your head that I'm staying.
[Sora]: ]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:40): And since I am hung by my own word, the last time I hurt you seems to forever be standing within you and making you distrust me no matter how many times you say you're getting over it.
[Sora]: ]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:41): And I need you to realize that I'll keep coming back, I'll keep coming back no matter if you never get it in your damn skull that I'm staying.
[Sora] (2008-02-26 11:41): Because you -DID- leave me. Name one time where I've ever seriously left you?!
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:42): See my previous statements.
[Sora]: ]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:42): I'll keep coming back even if you hang me by that forever.
[Sora] (2008-02-26 11:42): Beause of guilt.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:43): oh fuck you if you think it's guilt.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:43): Apparently, you don't understand the first part of me if you think it's guilt.
[Sora]: ]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:43): Oh well. S'not like that's ever going to change but I'm going to keep coming back even if you don't want me to.
[Sora] (2008-02-26 11:43): ...
[Sora] (2008-02-26 11:43): -WHACKS-
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:44): -Blocks. Hits with a stale breadstick back.-
[Sora]: ]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:45): It's annoying knowing that you can't trust me but I am going to keep coming back for my own reasons.
[Sora] (2008-02-26 11:45): I do trust you.
[Sora] (2008-02-26 11:45): Just...not on this.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:45): And forgive me if this relationship turns homicidal but if you don't allow me to come back, I will do something nasty. And then keep coming back.
[Sora]: ]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:45): That's precisely what I mean.
[Sora] (2008-02-26 11:46): It's hard! With everyone else around me saying it won't work, my paranoid, and just everything. it's a miracle that I havn't fucking driven myself off the edge. Or, probably, I'm already there and just don't know it.
[Sora]: ]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:48): Believe what you want but I'll keep coming back for more like some sick druggie. And yeah, I know. No one on my side gives too much support either and I'm probably ten steps underground with a brain on permanent cocaine high but it doesn't mean I'm not going to keep coming back and staying or whatever. And I know it's hard, and I know you can't do it now but eventually, I want that trust of yours. That full trust to keep in a bottle to try not to break. That'd be the greatest gift other than your love.
[Sora]: ]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:48): But I'm willing to wait for it.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:49): For as long as you need.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:49): Even if that ends up being forever.
[Sora] (2008-02-26 11:50): ...Once you're WITH me...it'll be okay.. cause you won't be not with me...-shakes head-
[Sora]: ]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:50): Yeah. I understand.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:51): I'm kinda that way too, although sometimes I try and plot some nasty things in my mind to get you to stay out of my own insecurities but I never go through with them.
[Sora]: [Sora] (2008-02-26 11:51): -Blinks a bit-
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:52): You don't think I'm scared of losing you too?
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:52): Irrational securities are with everyone, hun.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:52): Just not you and your safe place in your mind.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:52): I have them too.
[Sora]: ]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:53): But that's for another day, another time.
[Sora] (2008-02-26 11:53): I don't want them...they hurt you.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:53): Love's kinda worth all that. Happiness is worth the bit of shit I have to go through.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:53): Being happy with you is worth this.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:53): And I am very happy with you.
[Sora]: [Sora] (2008-02-26 11:54): ...-Bursts into tears again.-
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:54): -Tries to wrap her arms around the other again.-
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:55): It really is, hun. All the shit you could throw at me and more, it's worth it cause I'm happy when I'm around you. I feel like nothing else has made me feel before.
[Sora]: ]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:55): and that's why I stay, because you make me feel like no one else has and no one else will make me feel. Truly happy.
[Sora] (2008-02-26 11:55): I'm so cruel to you though...even I know that...
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:56): And I'm not cruel to you at times?
[Sora]: [Sora] (2008-02-26 11:57): Only when I deserve it.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:57): Really though, as I said, it's worth it. I like your nasty side, I like your good side. I want to accept the whole you. And Sora, and Trigger, and anyone else. I want to accept you.
[Sora]: ]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:57): Pssh.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:57): Lies.
[Sora] (2008-02-26 11:57): -Blinks a bit then sinks against her-
[Sora]: ]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:58): -Wraps her arms around tightly and kisses the other on the forehead.- I want to be able to see the whole you and love you because I know you care and love me. And I want you to feel happy and I want to feel happy. That's why I'd go through all this shit.
[Sora]: x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-26 11:58): Then again, I'd probably stay even if it made you feel unhappy cause I like being around you too much. Har har.
[Sora] (2008-02-26 11:59): -Blinks- I love you...that's all I can say...I'm truly in love with you...and it hurts...
[Sora]: x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-27 12:00): I know. I know cause I'm going through that shit too and I know how it hurts in a sense and yet, since we're different people, there's still things I don't know but I do want to know.
[Sora]: [Sora] (2008-02-27 12:00): All you have to do is ask me and I'll tell you. Do you know how much I hate that I'm a bum and can't even get money to go see you? That I can't get a home for us...?
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-27 12:02): I know. x.x I hate that too. I hate that I'm young and don't have a job or anything and that I can't tell anyone and I can't find my way to you to like, be able to see you, never the less get a home.
[Sora]: ]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-27 12:02): But somehow we'll get through this.
[Sora] (2008-02-27 12:03): ..I believe that.
[Sora] (2008-02-27 12:03): I honestly believe that.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-27 12:03): I believe it too.
[Sora] (2008-02-27 12:03): -curls around-
[Sora]: ]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-27 12:04): We'll manage. Somehow. -Curls into and snuggles against.- It may be hard, but we'll move along and all that jazz. We'll get a house, without white-picket fences cause I hate those, but a nice house and we'll raise a family even though kids drive me up the wall sometimes.
[Sora]: ]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-27 12:04): And we'll be happy.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-27 12:04): Together.
[Sora] (2008-02-27 12:04): ...-Starts crying...again..-
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-27 12:05): -Raises a hand to wipe the other's tears.- It'll be alright. We'll get through this.
[Sora] (2008-02-27 12:06): I just...can't believe you'd do all that for me...My mom laughs 'cause I don't even wanna live with myself..
[Sora]: ]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-27 12:07): Pssh. I love you. I want to live with you.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-27 12:07): Cause you make me happy.
[Sora] (2008-02-27 12:07): I'm lazy and selfish.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-27 12:08): Psssh. Naw.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-27 12:08): I see where you come from with wanting to live with someone and everything. XD
[Sora]: [Sora] (2008-02-27 12:08): -__- You don't understand. I really am lazy. I'll clean after myself, but I like clutter and mess.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-27 12:09): Dude.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-27 12:09): I do the same.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-27 12:09): If you could ever see my computer room you'd die.
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-27 12:09): i r no cleanfreak.
[Sora]: ]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-27 12:09): Hahahaha. It can never compare to my room if mom doesn't help me clean it.
[Sora] (2008-02-27 12:10): I have cleaned>> and it's STILL a pigsty
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-27 12:11): |D WELCOME TO MY WORLD
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-27 12:11): We have more in common than you think.
[Sora] (2008-02-27 12:11): -Nods a bit-
[Sora]: ]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-27 12:12): -Pets.-
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-27 12:13): But yeah. Moral to this whole argument: Everything will be alright and I'm staying.
[Sora] (2008-02-27 12:13): -Nods a few times.-
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-27 12:13): -Kisses on the cheek.-
]x[Chelsea]x[ (2008-02-27 12:14): Are you feeling slightly better now?
[Sora] (2008-02-27 12:14): -Nods.- Mmhmm.