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[destinyy_hlr]

So, I guess I should explain to all why I've been down and shit. Also why a couple of my critters are very EMO.

I might have cancer.

Yes I said it. I might have cancer. They're still running tests, and it's not for sure. But..that's what I've been told. Fuck, I havne't even told Dru yet. So this is a first. I wasn't gonna tell the BF, but I

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[eurofag]

Omg I really hope you don't have it! :(

[destinyy_hlr]

Thanks sweetie. Me too.

[kaleidoruby]

I'm so sorry! I hope you don't have it and the tests show nothing. :( *hugs you*

[destinyy_hlr]

Me too *hugs*

[cenashonie]

some friend i have huh? can't even tell me that you might have cancer, i feel sooo loved right now, looks like the only real great friend i have is Lewis and he's a freakin ocean away from me

[carlya23]

This isn't my place, as I don't even know you, but: get the fucking stick out of your ass. You're not the one (possibly) with cancer, not the one who has to tell everyone she loves and holds dear that she's (possibly) sick. You're being highly selfish at the moment, as you're making the whole thing about you, when clearly it's about her, and everything that she has to deal with.

Fuck, I havne't even told Dru yetThat's not "I'm not going to tell Dru," that's "I haven't told Dru YET." Clearly she intended to, and you're just being this huge asshole going on like she's not your friend, and she doesn't love you. So I'll say it again, get the stick out of your ass. Open your goddamn eyes and realize how terrified she must be right now, and how much you'll be hurting her by saying you feel unloved and how she's not a very good friend

[cenashonie]

Here's how it goes, you don't think i haven't suffered loss in my life? I have, i lost my best friend, a boy i loved, i lost him in a car accident, my boyfriend, actually ex boyfriend, who i love more than life, who i gave up everything i knew for, is paraylized from the waist down from a car accident, i lost all my grandparents to cancer, what you don't get is that Becki tells me everything, so how about you shut your fuckin mouth or i'm gonna shuve that stick that's supposedly up my ass, up yours and it's not gonna feel too nice

[carlya23]

You know, I didn't say you hadn't suffered loss in your life. What I said was she needs a friend, so don't get all up in my face about the things that have gone wrong in your life.

Because guess what, princess, stuff like that happens to everyone. You might think "Oh my life's so terrible," but I assure you, there are people out there who have much worse lives. And I won't even begin to get into everything that's currently wrong with my life, because then I'm just sinking down to your level. And in doing so, I'd make this whole thing about me, which it's not. Nor is it, as I already said, about you. So stop giving me your sob story (of which I'm very sorry that all of that did happen to you).

And shove that stick up my ass all you want, it wouldn't offend me, because I know I'm highly out of place in doing this.

what you don't get is that Becki tells me everything.

Aye, that's what friends do. And like I said last time, it's not that she didn't tell you, nor was it that she wasn't going to, it was that she hadn't told you yetPut

[carlya23]

Oh my god. I feel so sorry for you, and I pray deeply that it is not cancer, and that whatever it may be (if anything) isn't too serious. And you are in my thoughts, and will be in my prayers tonight and every night after.

As for the boyfriend (Josh? John... 'Tis one of the two, yes?), I was there. My Caleb having cancer, and us being a whole province apart. It's hard to deal with, but your guys' love will keep you together.

If you ever ever need to talk about it, or anything, just about the cancer, or how to help the boyfriend deal, or even if you just need someone to listen, a shoulder to cry on, I am here for you. Always. Never doubt that.

[destinyy_hlr]

Thank you darling.

Josh lol. And God I hope so.

I know, you've been throug so much already. *hugs* I'll be IMing you later when you get back on sweetie.

[carlya23]

*Hugs back* Glad to be here for you =) I love ya!

[destinyy_hlr]

Awe. I love you too darling!

[_myendlessstory]

i know what you're going through. last year, i had trouble breathing and got real sick during my mission trip in teh summer. i came back home, took some x-rays and they found something in my lungs. there was a good chance that i had lung cancer. it was a really hard time for me. and the fact that i got that news around christmas made it worse, yah know? i went back to the hospital one more time after a few weeks and you know what? whatever was inside of my lungs, it was gone. it disappeared. i know exactly how you feel and what i'm trying to tell you is to not lose hope. keep your head up high. it's not too late. i'm praying for you girl, stay strong and have a little faith. *hugs*

[destinyy_hlr]

*hugs* I'm sorry about what happened to you. Hopefully this test will turn out negative.