Ugh...

[destroyedsoul]

I took a long fucking look in the mirror last night. I said no. I said I'm worthless, pathetic, ugly, fat, and stupid. So I cut a lot just to prove to myself how worthless I really am. I'm not eating anymore. I didn't eat today and I'm not eating tomorrow. I don't care anymore.

Comments

[spillyour_soul]

Don't give up, you're not worthles or any of the things you just said. You have to start eating again, and don't try to prove how worthless you are, because you're not at all. Prove how great you are. I've felt exactly like this before and cut myself extremely deeply all down my arm, it didn't help at all, just made me feel worse. I find that talking to someone, writing poetry, drawing, reading or just watching a movie helps because it takes my mind off whatever is upsetting me. If I want to feel good about myself, I try to list as many good qualities as I can or treat myself to a beauty session in my room, this is another thing that takes my mind off my problems. I hope this has made you feel better, even if it's only a little bit. Good luck, and remember, you are special xxx.