Stop.

[destroyrapture]

I'm so tired of everything going wrong. I want to live my life for myself, but it just keeps comming up that this is not an option. He isn't answering his phone again. Fuck. He seems mad at me lately, and if he's not mad at me he's poking fun, and if he neither then he's depressed. I don't what to do to keep him happy. It's all so fucking god damn

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[germsama]

Ahh! I'm not necessarily angry at you for having a MySpace. More... disappointed. It has nothing to do with paranoia, I just really fucking hate MySpace! So I give you shit.

I don't know what you work today, so I'll wait for your call tonight unless I get off early this morning. I called this morning as soon as I got your twenty billion voice mails. I think Alaina answered and I realized it was 5:30 in the morning so I hung up, hoping she wouldn't recognize my number. >.>;;