* If only I thought of the right words... I wouldn't be breaking apart... my pictures of you. *

[destroyxmyxstar]

Words cannot describe how infuriated I am right now... I mean I don't wanna point the finger and put the blame on who's fault it is, but all in all it's mine... But I just need to vent

Comments

The Bled

[emseventyeight]

Nothin wrong with the bled 2 days in a row :D

The 15th and 16th are both gonna be incredible shows :)

Re: The Bled

[destroyxmyxstar]

Hey I didn't say there was anything wrong with The Bled two days in a row...!!! I'd go to the Alexis show just for the Bled... cuz I'm sick of Moneen and I've seen Alexis and Moneen both like 58248058235 times...

WOW!

[head_bracelet]

i know we kinda talked about this already on myspace but man we have more in common than i thought initally. we think so much a like. the whole moving away, friends, expectations, selfish-ness. everything youve just described about yourself sounds exactly like me. im totally beginning to think ur my long lost twin or the other half of me ive been searching for...

on a different note, dont dwell on it. if its meant to be you will see The Cure in concert eventually.

Re: WOW!

[destroyxmyxstar]

haha awww!! <3
naww maybe we're just two bitter fucks who just give our all to everyone around us just to get the shit end of the stick in return...

ehhh well I'm just hoping The Cure don't break up again *knocks on wood*

Re: WOW!

[head_bracelet]

its good that u knocked on wood...i do that all the time..i swear it works! i swear!

Re: WOW!

[destroyxmyxstar]

yeah I don't even know why I do haha... I hate superstitions... fucking gay ass... haha

[xxkaztizzlexx]

that sucks about the cure concert, I love the cure, and I would have given my right eye for tickets to that show tonight :o(...but I'm poor and my parents don't understand the concept of giving their kids money :o(

[destroyxmyxstar]

*shrugs* oh well whatever... shows come and gone I don't really wanna hear about it end of story...

[atariskid]

Dude, cut her some slack. At least she called your cell, that's pretty conciderate.

Plus lawns were 29 bucks, which isn't so bad. The view was great from there too.

[destroyxmyxstar]

hey like I said I'm grateful she called...
but me being pissed off isin't gonna be helped and or controlled.. so if I'm gonna be pissed off at her, deal with it...
what happened, happened end of story...

*shrugs* oh well I'll catch em whenever/if they come again...

[atariskid]

Yea, I know.
It just sounded like (to me) that you're saying it's all her fault for you not going. I don't think you should lay it down fully on her at least.

[destroyxmyxstar]

what's fucking DONE IS DONE... I apologized for my little childish and selfish outburst... if she wants to forgive me it's up to her... Laura is like my little sister and I love her like she is my little sister... But that doesn't mean I can't get mad or pissed off at her... I just snapped and yes I am sorry about doing it... but I don't regret it... It's just me...

I'm sure she's grateful that you're defending her and all... but frankly I really fucking hate when people tell me to calm down or try to assume things about me and my posts... so if I'm venting and/or bitching on my LJ which is like most of the time... I strongly suggest YOU keep your mouth shut... kthnx.