So, here's what I'm looking for. I want to work from home, on the Internet, either actually on the Internet or via email, I want to be able to do said work from anywhere so that when Steven pulls his head out of his ass and admits that he wants me in Austin instead of pulling this do whatever you want I can't make your decisions for you bullshit ( ( Read more... )

First, apparently it's been a while since I've been here since I had to sign in and I should be automatically signed in. That's what happens when you get tired of typing the same thing day after day...That doesn't mean that I don't still feel the same way day after day, I'm just sick of typing it ( Read more... )

I've been having some trouble writing lately. Partly because I think my muse is off frolicking somewhere in the Bahamas and partly because my writing peer community is off finding himself. So...I spent like 6 bucks and bought myself a book of writing prompts. I don't know if it's helping but at least I am producing words...they may not be the ( Read more... )

I haven't been here in a while. I was just watching tv and it occurred to me that I have quite possibly gotten myself stranded in Hell. Being Pagan, I technically don't believe in Hell but I think if I were to start believing in it, or if I were to believe in something similar, this would be it. Not only is the only decently paying, non-crap job ( Read more... )

Steven, I know you probably aren't reading this but on the off chance that maybe you are, I wanted to send you the lyrics to one of my favorite songs...You have it on the CD I made for you, Somewhere Out There by OLP ( Read more... )

I just got finished watching the episode of Full House where Uncle Jesse's grandfather died and even though it was sad and I was probably a little touched by the story, it made me worry about Steven. His grandfather is in the late stages of Parkinson's. I don't know him, I've met him once, but from listening to Steven's stories he sounds like a ( Read more... )

So, I realize that the whole thing between mom and her married boyfriend is more than just sex but I can't get that out of my head. Like she's out with him right now and I know that, at least partly, she went because yesterday sucked and she needed him to put things into perspective and make her feel better. I can relate, I have one of those ( Read more... )

I guess I just really need to stop watching television. Everything I see makes me sad. And it’s not all just about Steven, although most of it is. Seinfeld and the Family Guy remind me that I don’t have any friends here and that I don’t want friends here because they’ll never be like my college friends. But a lot of it reminds me of Steven. ( Read more... )

So, it seems that the scuttlebutt is that I got fired because one day I didn't jump when the boss said too. I did go in to have a cigarette before work and she did tell me that there was some back up for the salad bar in the back that would need to be put away and her husband did tell me there were customers. But the story that's going around is ( Read more... )

So, my dad stopped by today and was once again pressuring me to put my name on the substitute list at the high schools here. And I have to say that the prospect has it's pros and its cons. First is the idea of $10 an hour for an 8 hour day...that's $80 a day, before taxes of course. But on the other hand there is the little problem of ( Read more... )