Fine.
I know I've been busy the past couple months, I know I've been consumed with this shit with my dad and talking to John...and I know Charlie and I have been having some ups and downs....doesn't mean I want this. We don't need a fucking "break". I'm not doing it again. The back and forth, are we or aren't we...I had enough of that last year. I can't do it again. Especially not when I know what I want this time around.
But I'll be a big girl and go with it. If he needs it, he needs it. I'll be fine.
Just fine.
Fine fine fine.
To make it all perfect, I have lunch plans with his sister today. Just what I get for becoming friends with her.