So friendships have become like my face.
the older I get the uglier they get.
It seems like a friend should be someone you can count on.
not someone who only expects things out of you.

your dress is flowing red
a minor shock from your head.
wrap your eyes around the sight.

star light star bright i wish on this tonight
this wont end for the sake of any other man.

you woke me up at 12 in the morning
just to say hello
its about time. you forget. all of your. regrets

the music plays above my head.
and i know i will never be able to touch it.
it dances and glides.
dances.
glides.

i read something today that read: "I am 100% certain that within every individual is someone who can be capable of burning millions of jews in gas chambers and a person who can paint a masterpiece of art."
and i liked the thought of it.

It was in the clouded eyes that I saw the reflection.
A boy in a my own perspective.
a bearded child with cold blue eyes.
and a cigarette in his tattooed fingers.
Someone new and strange
to the minds eye.
I guess that bastard is me.

eye am the y between the two e's ( Read more... )

so I had an ephany today. tonight ( Read more... )

so come on with the darkness. and come on with the fear.
cause its gotta start somewhere.
and it might as well be here.
so when you finaly naked and standing
in the sunlight.
i look back at all
the selfishness and foolish pride
and laugh at my self.
_mineral.
check them out.

so I cut off all my hair today ( Read more... )

"oh what a beautiful and lovely day
said the hunter to his prey
that luck would see fit
that I should find you this way."
~something i would say if i ever wanted to go hunting.