I don't know when to let friendships die. Even if they are insanely crappy and make me emo all the time.

I shouldn't be upset about the 84 I got on my art history test. But I am.

I could have done so much better.

ETA: I totally shouldn't have told my parents what I got on the test because now I feel like a bagillion times worse about it. My dad was so much more cool about my fucking D on my government test. Seriously. WTF?

Um, yeah, I feel like such a loser.

In a completely unrelated note, I got a D on my government test which makes me want to CRY. I haven't done this badly in a long time. GAH, MOTHERFUCKER. I am such a failure at everything.

I didn't get the newspaper job.

I feel like crying.

I really wanted it.

I fucking suck.

Okay. It has been decided as of NOW that my major will be STUDIO ART with specialization in PAINTING. And a minor in psychology.

I totally win at life.

I have spent the past hour to two hours planning exactly what classes I will take and when I will take them. Oh, it feels good. And I have planned it so I will graduate on time. As in May 2010. ( Read more... )

So, maybe my photography class won't be as bad as I have been thinking it to be. We've got 36 work prints due next Monday and at first I thought that was going to be a shitload of work but it is going to be relatively fast paced. And I developed two today during class. I would have done more but I was all meh about it...

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So I've decided on a few things this evening.

I have decided that I will no longer spend an insane amount of time on the computer like I have been since I got here. Instead, I will read. Which is far more productive than playing tetris for hours. I have already finished The Neon Bible by John Kennedy Toole. And I just checked out Life of Pi by ( Read more... )

How much do I hate my suite mates right now? A LOT.

What the fuck did they need to do/scream/make noise so badly at three in the morning to WAKE ME UP? I was in a somewhat decent sleep... Which of course meant that I couldn't fall back asleep properly... and today is my LONG day of classes. 8 til 8.

BOO THOSE WHORES

Classes started yesterday. Exciting stuff, yeah ( Read more... )

Fandom is mad pissed off at lj/6A because of censorship.

There is talk of fandom leaving lj fandom_flies

Interesting.