very comforting to know...batnickMarch 18 2006, 23:45:59 UTC
yeah. well some of this is interesting, and some parts are well, hmm very awkward to hear. meaning, my worries have yet again increased. examples, [x] I have had sex with someone I was not in a relationship with. [x] I miss someone right now. [x] I have a fear of commitment. [x] I have a fear of abandonment [x] I've cheated in a relationship [x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't. [x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did. [x] I've kept something from a past relationship.
well this just makes me feel uncertain of some things and makes me feel all the more awkward. anywho, this is probably just some miss understanding on my part somehow so yeah. anywho. talk to you latter.
Re: very comforting to know...detheartistMarch 19 2006, 17:30:42 UTC
I missed you at the moment I did the test...so that's why I said that...the first one was a big mistake on my part...I really really never had sex with someone I was not in a relationship with. Also yes I told my ex that I loved him at one time but really it was cause he told me he loved me...I was confused at the time...(first time any guy said that to me). I did NOT cheat on anyone! I'm very very loyal! I think I was tired when I did this survey...
So yeah...I didn't mean to make you nervous or anything really! I was bored and did this survey thing...
Re: very comforting to know...batnickAugust 1 2006, 17:51:53 UTC
actually, you know all that i pointed out you did do. you did cheat on me. you did have sex with someone while not in a relationship with them, and so on. you told me about stuff you and joel ahve done while you were not going out with him, and so on. anywho. thought i would point this out cause well. i dont know. i got nothing. and your ignoring me anyway so it doesnt matter anyway. and besides what difference does it make. whats done is done. nothing can change the way things were and are. im a sad hlepless lonely pathetic jerk that deserved what happened and whats bound to happen. you got and get all taht you want always have and always will. you lucky that way. i get the short end of the stick cause i deserve it. i dont do anything and that is my choice. you get what you deserve and i do. anywho. maybe youll actually tlak to latter. if not no worries. i understand.
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[x] I have had sex with someone I was not in a relationship with.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of commitment.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment
[x] I've cheated in a relationship
[x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[x] I've kept something from a past relationship.
well this just makes me feel uncertain of some things and makes me feel all the more awkward. anywho, this is probably just some miss understanding on my part somehow so yeah. anywho. talk to you latter.
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I did not have sex with someone I wasn't in a relationship with! REALLY! *cry* AAAND I can explain the rest >.
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So yeah...I didn't mean to make you nervous or anything really! I was bored and did this survey thing...
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