so i'm re-dying my hair..trying to make it less..yellow? we'll see. today was fun my mom took me to target and i got all new bathroom stuff and makeup and a new shirt ( Read more... )

the past 4 days i really haven't felt well, my stomache. i've been forcing myself to eat because you know, i have to eat...but it is just making it worse..and right now its worse then its been. i'm not sure what it is.

easter was weird.

i haven't worked in forever..almost a whole week. so i'm broke.

i slept really bad last night..as usual.

heather and i went for a walk/run today and it was really nice.

now we're getting ready to eat foooood.

i made pancakes this morning AND did the dishes because i woke up late and missed class..again.

i want a nap.

in my dreams my boyfriend didn't like me.

i really love losing streak and i'm going to be late for work!

i didn't smoke a cigarette yesterday...but i intend to this morning.

horns.

chai tea.

pajamies.

my bff mister

the sun shining through the blinds

looking forward to getting in my clean car!

i just watched a new sick animation with nachos the cross eyed cat..it was pretty funny. sammy hagar was in it too ( Read more... )

I get nervous sometimes when I paint things and realize that I'm not that good because...why am I a fucking art major? But I suppose since I'm not concentrating on painting it's not that big of a deal, I just really want to get started on my photography classes.

OOOOooooo I'm working all day today!!!!

I used to think I was really good at giving ( Read more... )

I guess sometimes I let myself get caught up in the future. Not necessarily planning my future, but just fantasizing about it and probably making unrealistic goals for myself...like making sure that I at some point sign a record deal haha...or that I'll someday be completely unconsumed with the matter of money and its effect on my every decision. I ( Read more... )

I got up really early today, well 930. And i did a lot of cleaning, laundry, dishes whatever.

I also went to the gym..and just ate a really good sammich with ham/cheese.

I had a dream last night and I was walking around town in a dress and rollerskates, and I tried to get into this bar and in the dream I seemed drunk, but I hadn't drank anything. ( Read more... )

today my head hurt real bad and i slept pretty much most of the time i should have been taking care of things.
andy brought over milkshakes and it was really great.
i'm at home now i just made sheppards pie and i'm eating pretzels and cheese talking to brent trying to forget how much work i should be doing.
i'm going to see piebald thursday!

-control myself while drinking alcohol
-don't get myself into situations where i think may be a problem
-microkorg in Kent if this person would ever email me back
-i love andy
-dying my hair dark red again
-i really like against me
-i want to wear more necklaces
-the food network is my favorite channel
-i miss my sister