Ya know, I've never felt so alone in my entire life... you probably wont know how I feel until you hear the love of your life tell you "I dont wanna see you alive or dead" or "if you come see me, I'll kill myself right there in front of you."
Right now, even I feel like I've died inside. Makes me question how long I'll feel like this...
As a last sign of respect to Alyssa before she cuts me from her life for good, I have deleted the convo that was previously placed here. It was wrong of me to post it in the first place. I apologize.