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I Really Do Hate Christmas
I really do hate Christmas ( Read more... ) -
Habits
Trying to get in the habit of things is hard. Journalling used to be so easy. I never would've thought it could be this difficult ( Read more... ) -
Panic Attacks
Last night, I had an out of the blue panic attack. It was horrible. Usually, I can logic my way out of them, but this particular time, it lingered and I just was horrified and angry at the same time. I just realized I had my underbite over my overbite and was fighting off tears like I was so overwhelmed and trapped. There was goosebumps all over my ( Read more... ) -
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Recent things:
Thursday, Daniel destroyed his bedroom door and closet doors because he couldn't deal with his 1 year old son crying and screaming. I told him to stop by our house when I heard from Steve what happened. Later that day, while Steve and I were on the way to Invstor's Group, Daniel's wife Fern called me crying about what she just came ( Read more... ) -
Starting to Journal Again
Today, I've been looking at Steve's old entries and it was amazing to go back in time like that. A part of me hoped that maybe I could go back and recall the things that happened through my own entries in the future... But looking back at my own posts hasn't been as reflective of how I would like to be reminded of things, I guess ( Read more... ) -
Having a Crisis
I have an amazing life, I know. But I feel like I'm having a crisis right now. Like what is the value of anything, really? What's the point ( Read more... ) -
Dumb Shit I Want to Say
I feel like on the whole, I'm a nice person, really. But at the same time, I'm also a giant asshole ( Read more... ) -
The Kinds of People
There is a line. Everyone's got a line, like their limit as to what they can tolerate. You could be friends with and respect a person up to a certain point, the line, where past it you can't honestly support or willingly associate with them anymore. I've always been scared of really, genuinely connecting with people. I've always been so scared they ( Read more... ) -
Hope
It's been weeks now, I've been grasping at straws trying to figure out what left me here ( Read more... )
