time for serious change

Complutense

Even though I feel like I could have done way better, I have decided to not let that get in the way of being proud of handling a successful semester. I knew I could do it. If I didn't succeed I'd probably be extremely depressed right now. Next semester I won't be all sad about Josh and SFSU allowed me to enroll in only 16 units because I took a lot ( Read more... )

Geez am I the only one not done with finals? I still have 2 out of a billion.

The last couple of weeks I was worried each time we thought he had to leave.
And now I don't even know what's happening. I think this is the actual time I should [could] worry. Of course this is what I thought the last couple of times.

[alright nm]

Political Assasinations of 2006

The things on my mind... are things that I debate whether or not they are acceptable for livejournal. But then what's the point of having one if I can't use it? private, friends only all that yadda yadda gets confusing when all I want (in the first place) is an outlet. I have a live journal. it's been a couple years now. So now I'm not allowed ( Read more... )

argh!

i haven't looked in the mirror in a while. it used to be because i was too busy to look. i didn't want to look and if i looked i would take too long getting ready. now i'm just too high to give a fuck. it's just easier not looking. or let's say i'm in a lull. i haven't written in a while. i amaze myself with how i've so rapidly changed lifestyles, ( Read more... )

I'm not exactly sure what has changed to make things go so well but what ever it is that changed that makes you treat me like this again must be god sent. clearly. And if things change back I hope I'm not the one that makes it that way. Maybe you just understand me now? really not sure but i'll bask in your affection for as long as i can. and if ( Read more... )