Fear

[deus_ex_fortuna]

I woke up just a little bit after 10 a.m., like I said in my entry last morning, I don't recall getting much sleep at all.  I didn't feel tired though, maybe I was just dreaming of myself not getting much sleep...?  I can really say that it was a bad morning.  I couldn't think straight, and it was just a really weak moment for myself.  I ended up

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[curidreams]

I dont need you to be a poet.. you say such wonderful things already. I feel great just to talk to you.. and I never want to be away from you either. You mean the world to me and so much more.. thank you for doing all you can to understand me (it hard i know) and to always be there for me, even when I have so many fears and say so many harsh things.. always know I love you so much.

[deus_ex_fortuna]

You never intended them to be harsh, you spoke your mind, and that alone brings me comfort, honestly.

[curidreams]

I just dont like to hurt you..or make you think we will break up or anything like that.. I just couldnt do anything like that.. I dont want to make you freeze up like that.

[deus_ex_fortuna]

It's fine, everything is okay, right? You can't help but feel what you do, and as long as you let me know that's how you feel, as long as you never shut me out, there will never be any big problems.